03-15-2014, 04:39 PM
wtf - nothing is happening to me but frustrations - i'm procrastinating like a total mf, people are fighting with me, arguing with me or patronising m.
I feel like a total loser.
I just got done watching this RSD freetour video where the main guy talks about how it's almost impossible to find yourself, your strengths and live a strong productive life after 30 if you haven't been killing it in your 20s, for young guys who have done that that's cool but i'm knocking on 30 now and my 20's have been an empty waste!
It's so damn hard to change. I'm overweight, my job is going nowhere, i have goals but building up momentum to reaching them always gets thrown off by doubts. right now it feels like the journey is just too long and impossible.
sorry for sounding so ridiculously negative - i just don't know what steps to take next to get to the next stage.
I feel like a total loser.
I just got done watching this RSD freetour video where the main guy talks about how it's almost impossible to find yourself, your strengths and live a strong productive life after 30 if you haven't been killing it in your 20s, for young guys who have done that that's cool but i'm knocking on 30 now and my 20's have been an empty waste!
It's so damn hard to change. I'm overweight, my job is going nowhere, i have goals but building up momentum to reaching them always gets thrown off by doubts. right now it feels like the journey is just too long and impossible.
sorry for sounding so ridiculously negative - i just don't know what steps to take next to get to the next stage.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
