day 10:i can feel inner resistance toward my game project but what i realized is for this period of life i want to do something simple but not easy.
and another thing i like to talk about.maybe it's not directly tied to topic.it's being perfectionism
lets say i want to buy a game i want it to be best in every way.man that reminds me of Harvest moon:back to nature in PS1.or i want to make a sandwich i try to make it the best.i feel like Sheldon in TBBT
sometimes i even do not try.because i know it's not gonna be perfect.fear of failure or perfectionism or both.
EDIT:God i'm sooo angry. don't know why.
i rarely talk and feel every second gonna explode!
the day after tomorrow have meeting with tour manager.
although it may took months to be tour leader but time gonna pass anyway.
just want to be alone and translate.have reached a good speed in translating.
productivity increased but my head is not clear.don't know what's happening in my mind.
and another thing i like to talk about.maybe it's not directly tied to topic.it's being perfectionism
lets say i want to buy a game i want it to be best in every way.man that reminds me of Harvest moon:back to nature in PS1.or i want to make a sandwich i try to make it the best.i feel like Sheldon in TBBT
sometimes i even do not try.because i know it's not gonna be perfect.fear of failure or perfectionism or both.
EDIT:God i'm sooo angry. don't know why.
i rarely talk and feel every second gonna explode!
the day after tomorrow have meeting with tour manager.
although it may took months to be tour leader but time gonna pass anyway.
just want to be alone and translate.have reached a good speed in translating.
productivity increased but my head is not clear.don't know what's happening in my mind.
where attention goes energy flows and result show
