Fluffybunny's Sex Magnet 3 Journal

[FluffyBunny]

K-train:
yah thats pretty much it ...one thing is i dont think they were rejections ... its just the fact i wasnt aggressive enough. i just went up and wrap my arms around their waists and except something to happen... nothing really did they stood there i kinda just backed off...
thats where i fucked it up....

Geodude:
haha thanks , i think urs were a little better cause u actually was dancing with the girls around you.
the girls around me was like random.... and i didnt even know wtf was going on.. its just liek a big crowd of girls somehow around me ... Then they leave and then like a new crowd just appears again =_= .... and then i get all the free space again... then it fills up again =_=


Stage 4 day 14

Ok i think .... this is what happened . Does external factors help manifestation happen? Cause i swear after the rave party was on Sunday. I stayed home Monday. so didnt see anyone.
Then Tuesday which is today i just went to class.... and went to my music lesson. and all these happened.

I was really happy at the fact i was approached by such a pretty girl man she was really pretty...
and was able to kiss her within a minute. too bad not really on the lips just kinda the side.
And the amount of attention i had .... from girls that night ... Was lets the most i ever had in a night. So i never had a girl that up high in the scale of looks approach me that forward....
i mean i had one .. at the frat shes meh.. and another one that was direct... and then the chubby girl who was like direct as hell... then this girl ... pretty to the point i didnt believe it happened.. obvious this thought came the next day when i have better sense.... it was like almost the perfect type of girl i would like... =_= . Not one of those super hot type of girl. Was one of those really pretty face and skinny figure and cute and smaller type of girl.

Anyways.... So Today i didnt feel like im on cloud 9 or anything ... i was just on my way to class...

In class this girl that i have mentioned in my previous journals ... i was just sitting directly behind ...her . I was just enjoying her pony tail... cause i like that hair style =_= ..
She turns to peak at my like 6 times plus . had to say that peaking skill was the worst i have ever seen... way to obvious lol. WAY too obvious...

then i was just walking ... took one look at this girl passing me... she smiled at me..

Then i was walking to music class.. this other girl smiled at me again.. when i just took one look at her when i gotten closer to her...

this other girl that i looked at ... for a while , while shes cross the street. then right before we cross each other she peak at me with the speed of lighting lol . i was like dam thats fast ....

then i was going to a bus stop... i was just standing there... looking . then i just happen to look at this woman . She smiled twice at me . i was like what the fuck is going on today..

then i went to a movie theatre ... this girl looked at me like theres stars in her eyes... like the we r in love kinda look.... i do notice that i am very loving towards girls.... i feel a lot of love... when i look at girls... thats kinda like my nature... maybe thats why .. After the neediness is gone ... i think my seduction is base on love .... kinda still discovering this but ... i never really heard anyone ...really talk about seduction base on love =_= so ... i really dont know at the moment . i have always been like this.... but before there was too much desperateness included with love... so maybe thats why its not attractive at all...

i wasnt like feeling extra sexy.. or have a big ass smile on my face or ... doing anything other then carrying a guitar on my back... thats it.
i had a face expression of neutral , not smiling or frowning or anything just a normal relaxed face...

Anyways one thing is i wonder if i will become more aggressive later in the stages....