Fluffybunny's Sex Magnet 3 Journal

[FluffyBunny]

Stage 4 day 11


Rave Party!!! (Finally a little something that can help judge SM3 more properly , first night venue in a month or two...)

Hi guys

First of all i am alittle wooof atm . And i just wanna say You guys are really interesting people , all one of a kind . i enjoy reading all your journals and posts you guys all seemed one of a kind. Feel free to ask me any questions or my progress, i always admire people that dont get defeated by multiple failures. keep up the good work guys

Ok......

Heres gist of what happen .

Got there ... 2000 people.
I have bad experience in clubs....
and this is just like a extra extra extra large club format....

I was like dam..... what now ...

Heres funny thing ....
i had a one hour battle with wanting to pick up chicks (i swear most hot chicks gathered in one place ei have ever seen ) , and just wanting to have fun

I choose to just have fun..

The music my gosh was like the fuckin best EVER ..... holy shit crazy good

so i was dancing really into the music ....

This should stood out to you guys

I ALWAYS had a big room of circle around me .... like no one dares to be in my dancing space...
and guys i am like 170cm and really small guys . People there were huge ....
Not to mentioned it was like fuckin crowded like a super pack club kinda crowded...
but somehow i just ALWAYS have so much space around me to dance whatever the way i want. people just give me space ....

But i Always always end up having no one in my proximity .... cause i was taking up so much space in my dancing lol..... its like Alpha energy....says this is my territory ... its like when a breakdancers goes in the middle and everyone backs off and surround him.... I was kinda in the middle .... but no one was like all looking at me ... but i had open space in front back side ... and everywhere else is crowded as fuck lol..

funny thing i just danced and enjoyed the fuckin best music all night .....
Girls seemed to appear around me .... and then away from me after a while
one point i just took a look around... i was dancing with like 6 chicks around me ....
none of them were touching me though .... but its very fuckin random i didnt notice until i looked around ... i was surrounded =_=..... I was so into my dancing i didnt give a fuck about girls anymore.... dancing was more fun then girls LOL (for the first time in history )

I still cant get over the fact.... Dancing was more fun then girls .... these girls were any type of girls u can think of , Sexy , hot , cute, gorgeous , beauty , badass , stunner, shyish .
and lists goes on ... i mean 2000 party girls ? come on . But Woah i didnt give a shit about getting laid tonite

Talk about internal struggles in the first hours , i wasnt really enjoying it ... cause i brought my shitty club vibe over ... as in " man this is gonna be one of those nights just like a in a club"
then i asked myself many questions ....
I did see Few girls interested here and there....but i was afraid to go for it......
i kept asking why ....

figured out base root of my fear is fear of success .... I have girls openly want to fuck me ... but i never take it ... my excuse is they are always not attractive enough. what the fuck was i excepting an instant bonder? .
But i realized sex is just sex.... i should just let it go ... and fuck a girl.... She doesnt have to be a 10/10 Victoria secret model... or some 8-9.5 stunner...

Back to story.... ok just gonna put some highlights i swear i went on ranting too much up top

1. I knew exactly to know how to play the game ... WTF? its like all of a sudden i understand the eye contact game woman was playing with u on the dancefloor ....

There was this girl behind me .... i was dancing . i move in circles so i spin sometimes and see whos behind me i had a glance . then i spin back again while dancing and look straight at her . i have so little shame guilt and fear these days its incredible ... straight at her while still enjoying my dancing . somehow i knew its on ... so i then had my back facing forward lol
This girl literally slaps her hand onto my shoulder blade area as if im her friend . she let it go real quick, so i turned backwards her and two of her friends were there... i was confused as fuck.
one of her friend is cute the rest meh...
still didnt give a shit .... kept on dancing ... its funny she then tries to get closer to me ... from behind me. then she was grinding with her friend then backs into me then her ass touched mine few times then she leans backwards onto me .... lol any retarded would know its on ....

i turned back ... looked at her smile . then went back dancing HAHAHAHA. i think she slapped my elbow and left .

one girl literally walked pass my and slide her and from my right shoulder blade to my back and up my left shoulder blade ....and presses her chest on me... this was very very beginning of the night i was just warming up plus she didnt look too much of a stand out.

Gotta mention .... even in such a incredible high energy environment ... girls seem to be afraid of me ... they dont know what to make of me ... They wonder that im such a small asian guy.... but my posture was so alpha.... and how people just give me so much space.... and how i can dance SO freely without zero emotional bandage on what anyone thinks of it .

Two retards tries to bring me down but telling me to not dance around him.... clearly im having too much fun .

i had infinite amount of energy... wow i have trained myself quite well on this area now . i was able to constantly draw energy up into me .... and it became everlasting .

so for the next.... 3 hours i was running on energy 100%.... Girls just come in and out of my proximity . they randomly appear in front of me .. always in a group though ... or sometimes as twos ....

So when they are in my proximity i make deep sexual and sensual eye contacts and imagine enjoying the lips to any girls that catches my gaze as im moving around.
Few girls caught it here and there over the night . then they would look back multiple times.
then these are all the events that happened we play the stare game... hahaha . im constantly moving around, turning my body to different directions so ...random i would be in her direction and if i caught her look i would stare at her .. until she looks away...
Do this a few times get them going and anticipated

Weird thing is when i go up and put my arms around , They fuckin like dont move...or do anything
.....now that i think about it ..now maybe they are just too high and reactions time too slow and is paralyse by teh fact i just her up to her LOL.... jokes aside
i dont understand they just stood there and doesnt move when i wrap my arms around her waists .
and then her friend would like take her away . then i just went straight into dancing ultra high mode again hahaa.

Then this VERY pretty girl like 8.5 pretty ( my 8,5 is like girls you would wish for, not some retard 8.5 rating ) . small skinny figure has a boyfriend LOL. i swear to god i dont know how he didnt notice. i thought she was just girls night out at first ... cause she was one of the 7 girls infront of me....we made eye contact once or twice here then She took this guys shades and puts them on and looks at my direction i stare into the shades and smile at her. She quickly turns back gives shade back to the guy. Then says few things to her girlfriends....
then she turns around came up to me : What your name?
me : XXXXXXXXXX
her: oh im XXXX nice to meet you

i was gonna say something to her .... ends up becoming a hug lol.
right after the hug.
i slide my hand down her cheek part that is close to her lips . all the way down to her chin. then i slowly went in for the kiss and she turned it slightly to the left a tiny bit . so i kissed exactly where the lip ended... Then she went back to her boyfriend ... and her female friend literally drops a "loud NO" bomb on me ....

and then holy shit 1am came so dam fast....music was amazing...
oh btw Shannon .... that meant it worked... i just got approached by a 8.5 ... at a party where there are tons of other alphas. that are super tone with muscles and tattoos .
Although i was having so much fun its contagious to people around me ... they were probly wondering where the fuck does this kid get so much energy and its constant for 3-4 hours .
the past time i went out was in stage 1-2 i wasnt having any fun.... thats why i couldnt get out of my head space...

my biggest issue is fear of success the fact that i already have way more girls offering me thing ... then any average guy. Makes me realize i gotta take whats giving to me man.... i just cant keep on going for those stunner that always on the fence and its like a tug war....

but at the sametime i understood and realized many many things about myself and who i am....
its like i unlocked a box inside me that i have long been wanting to open ...
After all i know this quote for a long time but to live it is sooo hard ..... i just realized its not about the girl..... its what you are ... you will attract what type of girl into your life.

I have literally super open , just having fun, zero neediness , didnt give a shit about anyone else guys or girls enjoy my music so well.... girls want to be part of it ... thats all there is ...
then u just kinda let them know that you know that they are interested and then you play the tease game lol...