SM v3 so far so good

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thank you k train ... the last time i approached girls was in stage 2 .... but i think i will start again...

sry that i am not updating my journal but there are so many subtle changes and little interessting situations i dont want to bore you with them...

i will write again if i have something really interesting and unusal to tell you....

5. day of stage 4 now.. aggression is gone... feel happier than with stage 3... getting a lot of compliments from men now... they say things like they like my style and that i am a masculine guy....

a lot of women i dont know are saying hi to me or are wishing me a good day...

but i still dont have the guts to bring the game to a new lvl... we will see.... like i promised i will run this program until i get all the results shannon described in the ad... even if it take me years ...

i have to say my overall succes in life improved poeple are nicer to me ... if i make a joke everyone at my work laughs... everyone accepts my decisions... if i need something they hurry to help me...

i blieve this program is great but it is difficult for the mind to apply it...





EDIT!!!!: damn it had 2 flirts in a 2 hour period with 2 16 years old ( again 16 is the legal age in germany) with the first one i talked about sex for about 35 min but then i think i went too far...she got scared or something like that but she started it by asking me if i really think i can hook up with her...

the other one i said hi to her and she asked what and i said you have to say hi back and she then said oh sorry darling (never saw her and she calls me darling sm works =D ) ...

but at the end i was to dominant or alpha dont know they are young next time i will be less bold... i think...

edit 2: again a flirt with a 16 year old .... wtf is going on ... i cant recognize myself how shameless i speak with them :S they are interested but i go too fast too far...

edit 3: the 16 year old called me said she needs time i said i have no time... she said she wants me to work for her love i said i dont believe in love... she said she might want sex if i wait and we get to know each other better i said i dont invest so much time in something that might or might not be... she said then i am the wrong guy for her but thanked me for my honesty...