02-06-2014, 09:02 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-06-2014, 09:09 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
Feeling pretty shit recently, been arguing with grandparents about jobs and working hard etc. etc.
I know I have a bad attitude when it comes to work and jobs. I just fucking hate working in them though. It makes me tired and depressed slogging it out everyday. Managers usually dont like me or at least the last 2 didn't. Grrrrr fuck sake.
The thing is I don't care about having money, I don't enjoy spending money on stuff, I couldn't care less. Right now the only reason I want a job is to be thought better of by my peers/grandparents/parents and that's a bullshit reason to get a job.
Motivation is pretty low now too, I have little to no drive to do things like gym or socialize etc. Maybe I need to start nofapping again and disciplining myself more. All I've been doing the past 2/3 days is making food, sitting on the computer and arguing with parents and now grandparents. Something has to fucking change.
I know I have a bad attitude when it comes to work and jobs. I just fucking hate working in them though. It makes me tired and depressed slogging it out everyday. Managers usually dont like me or at least the last 2 didn't. Grrrrr fuck sake.
The thing is I don't care about having money, I don't enjoy spending money on stuff, I couldn't care less. Right now the only reason I want a job is to be thought better of by my peers/grandparents/parents and that's a bullshit reason to get a job.
Motivation is pretty low now too, I have little to no drive to do things like gym or socialize etc. Maybe I need to start nofapping again and disciplining myself more. All I've been doing the past 2/3 days is making food, sitting on the computer and arguing with parents and now grandparents. Something has to fucking change.
