02-04-2014, 10:23 AM
I have been reading all Shannon Journal 2 , it's quite an amazing journey. The most amazing thing I discovered was the levitation stuff. I'm curious where did he find that information wow. The funny thing is I use Linux too like him, I can't stand using windows, I'm a perfectionist so I don't like using Windows. I discovered a lot of information about his product and how they work, it was a good read. By the way Shannon can you recommend me a book about self improvement and the different laws of the universe. A book that is according to you most accurate about how the world/universe works. I don't like living in a world that I don't know how it works.
About my journey : I had two dream where I got conscious just before I woke up. In one of them I was falling with a table and the other I was breaking while driving and falling outside the road. In both of them when I woke up, I felt like my whole body was paralyzed and it felt like a heat, it was like my blood was stopped because my body was not in a good position to flow. But my body was straight and my arm on top of my belly, I felt like I was in control of the situation and I wasn't paralyzed at all, it was a great feeling even if it was a bit of a nightmare but I wasn't afraid at all. Very different from the last month where I woke up completely afraid because I thought my headset cord was a snake xD. When I go out I didn't see any change worth mentioning or it's things I already said.
I realized and don't want anymore to just look at my computer and sometimes just being too much on something useless. Like sometimes I'm an a news site and I have read all the stuff but I keep looking because I want more (needy state). I realized I bought a book and
I was waiting for it to come (it's was a bit hard at the end). And then when I got it I didn't read it. It's like when I download things on Internet, when I finished the downloading I sometimes don't use right away. But when it's downloading I'm thinking it's too slow.
I have been a bit more depress than usual these 2 last days, a bit lazy. I have stop NG, sometimes I watch a Girls Generation clip but I try not to.
About my journey : I had two dream where I got conscious just before I woke up. In one of them I was falling with a table and the other I was breaking while driving and falling outside the road. In both of them when I woke up, I felt like my whole body was paralyzed and it felt like a heat, it was like my blood was stopped because my body was not in a good position to flow. But my body was straight and my arm on top of my belly, I felt like I was in control of the situation and I wasn't paralyzed at all, it was a great feeling even if it was a bit of a nightmare but I wasn't afraid at all. Very different from the last month where I woke up completely afraid because I thought my headset cord was a snake xD. When I go out I didn't see any change worth mentioning or it's things I already said.
I realized and don't want anymore to just look at my computer and sometimes just being too much on something useless. Like sometimes I'm an a news site and I have read all the stuff but I keep looking because I want more (needy state). I realized I bought a book and
I was waiting for it to come (it's was a bit hard at the end). And then when I got it I didn't read it. It's like when I download things on Internet, when I finished the downloading I sometimes don't use right away. But when it's downloading I'm thinking it's too slow.
I have been a bit more depress than usual these 2 last days, a bit lazy. I have stop NG, sometimes I watch a Girls Generation clip but I try not to.
