02-04-2014, 05:04 AM
Recently have been dealing with some heavy stuff, and a lot of it scared me in the past. Now I find myself just doing it, without trepedation. It may be new to me, but I have manifested a group of people to help me through BAMM who are just wonderful. So I am now finding that what once I would have hidden from, I just do... because it has to be done... and it's really no big deal.
I feel very much like I am growing past those old fears and insecurities and becoming the man I need to be to really become the wealth level I am aiming for. I see myself becoming more and more important along the way, as my decision or signature carries more an more importance and weight for business practices, and it surprises me... wow, this is new... it's somewhat unexpected, but I see myself transitioning to the position from which I will be making all sorts of very important decisions, in large part because I have so much wealth.
It's also as if the world is supporting me in this journey... all kinds of little things coming up to cushion me in my growth, make things easier. Not that they're easy, necessarily... there are times when I want to scream, or choke someone, or when I am exhausted to the bone but I have to keep going regardless. But I know it would be a lot less easy without BAMM, if not downright impossible in some cases. I sense that I am almost being carried forward to my goal like a leaf along a stream.
I also sense that the future has shifted occasionally. Sometimes in my favor, and sometimes not, according to decisions I have made. I have always been guided to make the right decisions by BAMM, but actually having the strength to make them isn't always so simple. Yet I have pushed through, an where I have lost time, I am steadily regaining it.
Patience is not always something I want to exercise, but it's coming and I must be patient regardless.
I feel very much like I am growing past those old fears and insecurities and becoming the man I need to be to really become the wealth level I am aiming for. I see myself becoming more and more important along the way, as my decision or signature carries more an more importance and weight for business practices, and it surprises me... wow, this is new... it's somewhat unexpected, but I see myself transitioning to the position from which I will be making all sorts of very important decisions, in large part because I have so much wealth.
It's also as if the world is supporting me in this journey... all kinds of little things coming up to cushion me in my growth, make things easier. Not that they're easy, necessarily... there are times when I want to scream, or choke someone, or when I am exhausted to the bone but I have to keep going regardless. But I know it would be a lot less easy without BAMM, if not downright impossible in some cases. I sense that I am almost being carried forward to my goal like a leaf along a stream.
I also sense that the future has shifted occasionally. Sometimes in my favor, and sometimes not, according to decisions I have made. I have always been guided to make the right decisions by BAMM, but actually having the strength to make them isn't always so simple. Yet I have pushed through, an where I have lost time, I am steadily regaining it.
Patience is not always something I want to exercise, but it's coming and I must be patient regardless.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
