01-30-2014, 01:14 PM
It feels like the changes in me are slowing down; which makes sense since I start stage 2 in three days.
On my way to work/class this morning, I made very strong eye contact with a girl. I never would have done anything close to that before. I still feel a little intimidated (by her) when I think about that moment. Her eyes were gorgeous light blue. I think she was beautiful lol, she had a hat on so it's hard to tell. My problem was that I broke eye contact first. But, since we were passing each other on the sidewalk, I didn't wanna turn my head 90 degrees and make it obvious to keep holding it with her. Should I have done that? Or would that be weird? I hope to see her around campus again sometime.
Then throughout the day I've made and held eye contact with less attractive (but still good looking) girls and they break it off first. (I'm less intimidated)
I felt good. I'll remember that for a very long time, maybe forever.
That's one external change I've noticed about myself. Usually I'd be the one to look away right away, or first.
Still working out and have put up with no excuses to miss a day. School is going well too (even thought it's only the second week lol). I'm proud of myself...for the first time in at least 5 years.
On my way to work/class this morning, I made very strong eye contact with a girl. I never would have done anything close to that before. I still feel a little intimidated (by her) when I think about that moment. Her eyes were gorgeous light blue. I think she was beautiful lol, she had a hat on so it's hard to tell. My problem was that I broke eye contact first. But, since we were passing each other on the sidewalk, I didn't wanna turn my head 90 degrees and make it obvious to keep holding it with her. Should I have done that? Or would that be weird? I hope to see her around campus again sometime.
Then throughout the day I've made and held eye contact with less attractive (but still good looking) girls and they break it off first. (I'm less intimidated)
I felt good. I'll remember that for a very long time, maybe forever.
That's one external change I've noticed about myself. Usually I'd be the one to look away right away, or first.
Still working out and have put up with no excuses to miss a day. School is going well too (even thought it's only the second week lol). I'm proud of myself...for the first time in at least 5 years.
