01-28-2014, 08:59 AM
STAGE 5 - DAY 21 - Going off the path by woman
The last week I’ve been with my girl most of the time. It makes it very hard to maintain the good habits that I had initially created.
When I did have time for myself, I would waste my time on unproductive stuff.
It’s like when you’ve been partying hard the last days and you can’t suddenly just shift your focus to the long-term goals. Because you’ve been so used to being in the moment, experiencing and having fun.
My intuition told me all the time that I should use my time on other productive stuff but because of all the outside noise / distractions, the voice of my intuition was very quiet.
So at a point I had enough. I stopped, completely faded into something bigger than myself and everything outside me disappeared. My girl beside me, the bed we were sitting on, the laptop we were watching a movie on, the penguin. There was like a moment of clarity for me and I knew exactly what I needed to do to get on my path again.
Only a week till I should be able to hit the gym again and start drinking a bit of alcohol.
My habit experiment is set on standby till I get my shit together again.
- JL
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
