07-22-2021, 03:53 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-22-2021, 04:10 PM by LionMonkey.)
[OF v3 - Day 1] – Subtle Changes
Whaaatup!
Joined the OF v3 boat!!
Wasn't hard to get me convinced to get on it.
Took a break after last sub even though I just wanted to start on the next sub lol.
Last night was first time usage of OF v3.
I didn't understand what a loop meant so I started setting my phone for 8 hours OF.
Then I was like.. maybe it's not right. So we go mid-to-mid.
So we cut it down to 4 hours. First hour it played I was awake.
I felt something in my chest after a few minutes.
Was like wtf. Is this.
Had a small sensation of throwing up.
It's a strange feeling on my chest. It's right in the middle and I still felt it today when I woke up.
Waking up, I slept less than usual.
My mind was completely blank but that might have been bc of late night sleep, Squat+bench day yesterday and the CBD before bed.
But waking up earlier than usual was a new thing.
Might be bc. Instead of playing sounds for 8 hours while sleeping it was only 3 hours last night.
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Walked past a cute girl today, not my type skin color related but very pretty. I said to myself as we passed each other, hello beautiful. We hit eyecontact for a short time and passed each other.
I then thought, that was unusual. I was a little more uninhibited than usual, which is looking at a girl and smiling with a big grin because she's gorgeous but saying something out of nowhere it only happens when I'm in state at night meeting girls. This was daytime and I wasn't in state.
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Earlier tonight, I was at a Thursday-bar. People in my dorm/area came and we were about 30 people.
80/20 guy-girl ratio. Most people here are science students so you have a sense of the types of young people who spends most of their time in labs and studying.
I found myself being more welcoming and affectionate with people I knew, like shaking hands and giving hugs. It came naturally.
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Two brazilian girls were giving me shit for saying I was not trustworthy because I wasn't telling the truth of where I was from etc.
I was just making fun but they told me in Brazil, you don't trust nobody until you get to know them.
"I don't know you, so I don't trust you" etc.
Even though we've seen each other many times.
I felt it was like two against one scenario suddenly.
So yeah.. not sure what to think of it.
I'm mostly on the side of whatever as I've met tons of girls who didn't give a damn about these stuff at night in bars and still liked me and would sleep with me.
They eventually both said, I'm gonna leave in an arrogant way. Not very nice.
They are both around 5-6/10 and that might have been a reason for them to want to castrate me.
But if I gave in to "they treated me poorly" I would not be a master of my ship.
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A girl, who's very attention seeking called on me, beside me. She was sitting with a guy and I saw earlier he had his hands on her legs.
It was a sign of – take me away from this guy and you me might make something happen.
I talked a bit with her. She was a mix of hippie/blonde naivety.
I didn't do much, I had a feeeling she was fresh but I have this limiting belief that if chick is with a guy I'm not going to try anything bc. he likes her and I don't want guy to hate me for my actions in front of him... and the interaction quickly went awkward so I moved on.
Later I saw her going to private places with another guy, who's like a tall bulky blonde guy but is very soft-spoken and introverted. I'm sure they were fucking as perhaps the only people in the party tonight. What a match huh!!
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So this girl I met in the elevator two weeks ago put her hand on my shoulder while I was talking with another girl. A very visible IOI and bold.
I started talking with her and she liked me. I found her funny but eventually the interaction died out and it was as if she lost some respect or attraction for me.
It became too vanilla. So I should have given less of a fuck and just said or done things that escalated the interaction more quickly.
She stayed for long and was between me and another popular guy amongst the ladies.
He had more social status to a degree.
The guy left eventually but she stayed and she was on for something to happen.
At the end it was like 3 chicks and 18 guys.
No one with balls enough and I found her ok attractive but I didn't lead to make something happen either.
Eventually another girl who also was into the popular guy, came back to the party fucking drunk and talked with her about something like 16 year olds blablabla.. I think there were a afterparty somewhere and then they left together.
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Tomorrow evening, going out to meet some chicks with my new cool friend from the gym!!
Let's see how OF v3 is going to influence things...
I'm gonna try the recommended 2 loops for sleep for day 2.
And then take day 3 off.
I think it's 3 days off? So it would be day 3-4-5 off?
And then start 2 loops for 2 days and third day off again?
And on it goes like that...?
Can anyone confirm or disconfirm this?
Thx!!
-LM
Whaaatup!
Joined the OF v3 boat!!
Wasn't hard to get me convinced to get on it.
Took a break after last sub even though I just wanted to start on the next sub lol.
Last night was first time usage of OF v3.
I didn't understand what a loop meant so I started setting my phone for 8 hours OF.
Then I was like.. maybe it's not right. So we go mid-to-mid.
So we cut it down to 4 hours. First hour it played I was awake.
I felt something in my chest after a few minutes.
Was like wtf. Is this.
Had a small sensation of throwing up.
It's a strange feeling on my chest. It's right in the middle and I still felt it today when I woke up.
Waking up, I slept less than usual.
My mind was completely blank but that might have been bc of late night sleep, Squat+bench day yesterday and the CBD before bed.
But waking up earlier than usual was a new thing.
Might be bc. Instead of playing sounds for 8 hours while sleeping it was only 3 hours last night.
====================
Walked past a cute girl today, not my type skin color related but very pretty. I said to myself as we passed each other, hello beautiful. We hit eyecontact for a short time and passed each other.
I then thought, that was unusual. I was a little more uninhibited than usual, which is looking at a girl and smiling with a big grin because she's gorgeous but saying something out of nowhere it only happens when I'm in state at night meeting girls. This was daytime and I wasn't in state.
====================
Earlier tonight, I was at a Thursday-bar. People in my dorm/area came and we were about 30 people.
80/20 guy-girl ratio. Most people here are science students so you have a sense of the types of young people who spends most of their time in labs and studying.
I found myself being more welcoming and affectionate with people I knew, like shaking hands and giving hugs. It came naturally.
====================
Two brazilian girls were giving me shit for saying I was not trustworthy because I wasn't telling the truth of where I was from etc.
I was just making fun but they told me in Brazil, you don't trust nobody until you get to know them.
"I don't know you, so I don't trust you" etc.
Even though we've seen each other many times.
I felt it was like two against one scenario suddenly.
So yeah.. not sure what to think of it.
I'm mostly on the side of whatever as I've met tons of girls who didn't give a damn about these stuff at night in bars and still liked me and would sleep with me.
They eventually both said, I'm gonna leave in an arrogant way. Not very nice.
They are both around 5-6/10 and that might have been a reason for them to want to castrate me.
But if I gave in to "they treated me poorly" I would not be a master of my ship.
====================
A girl, who's very attention seeking called on me, beside me. She was sitting with a guy and I saw earlier he had his hands on her legs.
It was a sign of – take me away from this guy and you me might make something happen.
I talked a bit with her. She was a mix of hippie/blonde naivety.
I didn't do much, I had a feeeling she was fresh but I have this limiting belief that if chick is with a guy I'm not going to try anything bc. he likes her and I don't want guy to hate me for my actions in front of him... and the interaction quickly went awkward so I moved on.
Later I saw her going to private places with another guy, who's like a tall bulky blonde guy but is very soft-spoken and introverted. I'm sure they were fucking as perhaps the only people in the party tonight. What a match huh!!
====================
So this girl I met in the elevator two weeks ago put her hand on my shoulder while I was talking with another girl. A very visible IOI and bold.
I started talking with her and she liked me. I found her funny but eventually the interaction died out and it was as if she lost some respect or attraction for me.
It became too vanilla. So I should have given less of a fuck and just said or done things that escalated the interaction more quickly.
She stayed for long and was between me and another popular guy amongst the ladies.
He had more social status to a degree.
The guy left eventually but she stayed and she was on for something to happen.
At the end it was like 3 chicks and 18 guys.
No one with balls enough and I found her ok attractive but I didn't lead to make something happen either.
Eventually another girl who also was into the popular guy, came back to the party fucking drunk and talked with her about something like 16 year olds blablabla.. I think there were a afterparty somewhere and then they left together.
===================
Tomorrow evening, going out to meet some chicks with my new cool friend from the gym!!
Let's see how OF v3 is going to influence things...
I'm gonna try the recommended 2 loops for sleep for day 2.
And then take day 3 off.
I think it's 3 days off? So it would be day 3-4-5 off?
And then start 2 loops for 2 days and third day off again?
And on it goes like that...?
Can anyone confirm or disconfirm this?
Thx!!
-LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.