01-26-2014, 08:31 PM
my gosh.... i feel like im so lost . its so weird .
recently i have gone to some schools dance club and taking classes...
girls there reacts to me pretty well... all i do is just arrive and i dont even think about anything .
its like walk in the park easy.
technically comparing the effort i put in , zero, verus what im getting, better reactions with girls, u can say i am pretty much being the best i have ever been.
but i feel so empty and lost its very depressing at the same time too somehow.
feels really tiring... in a way.
i really wanna run maximum healing speed. because my injured back and elbow ligaments is preventing me from working out and exercising ... which is very fuckin annoying.
recently i have gone to some schools dance club and taking classes...
girls there reacts to me pretty well... all i do is just arrive and i dont even think about anything .
its like walk in the park easy.
technically comparing the effort i put in , zero, verus what im getting, better reactions with girls, u can say i am pretty much being the best i have ever been.
but i feel so empty and lost its very depressing at the same time too somehow.
feels really tiring... in a way.
i really wanna run maximum healing speed. because my injured back and elbow ligaments is preventing me from working out and exercising ... which is very fuckin annoying.
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
