01-19-2014, 08:54 PM
(01-19-2014, 06:09 PM)Benjamin Wrote:Quote:i am so angry right now... shannon...
my mood is pretty bad these days i am very aggressive and easily upset...
i kinda have some anger and hate these days about women just staying home and playing online games...
It's most likely bringing up your subconscious anger and frustration around girls that you may not have been aware of before. It's bringing it to the surface to work on it.. I haven't done a SM but I had similar things with AM.
You know what's interesting, when I was the most successful a few years ago and sleeping with lots of girls there was girls and people in general who talked shit about me, said I was creepy and other stuff.. but I was getting laid more than most people.
If you're comfortable with it and get to a point it doesn't effect you then it won't matter cos you'll be getting laid anyway.
This is interesting as hell because I've noticed a similar phenomena not only with myself but with other guys and gals in general. In high school the girls who were called "sluts" or "hoes" or "tricks" would often get pursued by the same dudes who called them that. On the flip side, I've had male friends who got called all sorts of names (jerks, assholes, creeps, etc.) but they were pulling girls left and right.