01-16-2014, 04:29 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-16-2014, 05:48 PM by FluffyBunny.)
Dgamer :
Talk about anti slut defense.... jez lol read what happen to me today haha. im hoping stage 4 will fix it.. but i cant say anything about it .. Lets just hope i dont become a walking Aphrodite energy generator and girls go into waterfall mode when into my presence . actually i lied i would love to have that.. while balancing out the anti slut defense..
First ima reply to Shannon's post in Afzalg's journal dont wanna take over it :
Yah i notice it too. i didnt take account that they liked me or its on base on what i typed out the other day, i just typed it out cause i noticed them...
i was thinking exactly the same crossing at ankle means nothing i see it all the time. i find crossing above the knee at the thigh is kinda normal too but is hard to indicate. so as u mentioned taking other signed into account makes thing easier...
Alright check out my story today guys, nothing really interesting but what can u type when girls shield you like you got a dick size of king kong .
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First had the most clear zombie dream ever..took out some ugly mofos with spears and threw them off the elevator hahaha. toss a grenade here and there was funny . and funny thing is i masturbate like once a week. and last night i did... and i end up having zombie dreams WTF? the pass 3-4 days i can remember my dreams.... and last night i did. funny stuff
Heres my Day :
so these days i always feel sexy as fuck... but state is up and down. mostly i control at an up state. So theres apparently a game thing at my school today. i literally went feeling sexy and state was high . so there shouldnt be any problem..
Got there 15 min late... the thing mentioned its 1 hour.
it was over ... i was like .. wtf?
i said to girl X (X girl is the one i made a move months ago but have a bf) , what kinda event is this
I swear to god I saw the most serious face I've seen in my life ... She just like looks right into me
Her : what ? Ur late .
And turns away right away ...
Then I was shocked ...
I literally said it in a flirtatious way and fun while I said what kinda event is this ...
So I left the place ... Cause there is 45 more minutes till class ends
went to walk around campus
saw a girl was in my highschool two years older then me..
said hey. funny she blushed when i was talking to her..
left after.
Saw girl from school. funny shes gets a little shy before getting closer to me... looks up when shes close enough to me . i said hey and smile she already prepared for it . happen same thing as last week.
Went back around 12:40 nothing to do...
walked around school , because i was afraid to sit down at the couch ... with them girls.
i saw this blonde girl... when i walk up the stairs... i looked at her she smiled lightly at me. she looks like a little older... probly in her early 20's but i saw her studying so she must be student here too... so proly 20?
shes got a mature air around her... shes pretty . i have seen her twice before..
later i was like fuck it. ima just go sit at the couch this is boring...
holy shit before i got close i was nervous. i said fuck it... kept walking and when i was there...
Girl Y ( the one i made out with her almost had sex) is on one of the couch . Girl X and girl Z ( Z is some girl i just flirt with here and there lol.. ) on another couch.
so the couches are facing each other. theres a empty seat beside girl Y
i sat down . literally 30 seconds after she stood up and left..
i was thinking wtf? i didnt even say a word or look at u ...
then i just sit there looking at girl Z and X . Z seems like shes gonna freak out .. kept on looking around... lol .she mumbled something i couldnt even hear. i repeated it she mumbled again... i was like wtf? shes was eating her pizza
so i kinda just look at them... and X looked like she starting blushing .. while completely ignoring me ... i was like .... cool lol
no one talks to me... its like im a zombie lol. so i was just kinda entertaining myself just looking at girl Z and girl X talk about stupid shit ... about their pizza =.=... then girl X asks girl Z whos a nice guy around here... girl X was like oh guy Y .
and shes calls out guy Y and asks her to take out the pizza box to recycling ...
i burst out laughing ..
that guy was like why...
girl X said some stupid shit i forgot...
he ends up taking it out .... jez
me: X way to take advantage of ppl like that ( i swear i said it jokingly too so did my vibe WTF)
girl X: well i didnt force him to do it . (was another serious toneish .. )
later ... So they left together... like i was invisible when 1pm hits... they went to class..
im in the same class too =_=
anyways i was typing stuff out on phone. and i looked up ... i saw girl X sneak looking at me .
she saw me looking at her. and tries to pretend shes looking at something my direction .. and ends up making eye contact with me again and she slowly turns back...
then i saw girl to my left and right.. both legs were crossed...
then girl X crossed her legs too...
then .. i think girl X was a little turned on O_O ...
Shes sitting in front of me to my left.
I saw her making her hair into a pony tail and letting it go... like 3 times
next shes swings her hair to the left... so her right neck is all expose to me...
then she turns her torso 90 degrees... so that 90 degrees closer to my direction.. but she cant turn 180 otherwise will be facing me which is backwards...
Then i saw her ... fixing her hair..
then i saw her playing with her hair...
then i saw her take out a bow tie and changed her hair style entirely and put the bow tie on ...
when she changed her hair style i got so.... effected by it my entire.... energy was turned on .. i can feel it vibrating all over my body.. probly sexual energy . that hair style is my favorite on her...i couldnt stop smiling it was overwhelming ...
then it felt like she was touching her neck.. i didnt look quick enough so cant tell exactly . i saw her hand on her neck..
then i saw her gesturing like its temperature hot... cause it look like shes doing something with her shirt..
then i saw put her head down onto the table with each hand in a fist both feeling both of her cheeks .
looked like shes kinda pretending to be hyper...
it did look like she was gonna adjust her bra... but seem like she did , she stopped when she reached into her shirt and her hand kinda just stopped there..
what the fuck?
she has never ever ever done any of these before.... i dont even recall her swinging her hair to the side once for the last 50 times i have sat behind her.. never in my life... i saw anything like that =_= ...maybe im over exaggerating but it didnt look like normal behavior for sure.
later i found myself been radiating such strong energy entire class... i wasnt trying to do it just did... i found myself a little tired... took a minute to bring energy up and felt good again.
and i went up to staple my homework . Girl Y had the staple lol. i walked up to infront of her table she literally just hand me over the staple and touched my hand accidentally and she went full red. lol .
i went back to my seat thinking.... fuck really? u just literally stood up and left after i sat down and u get affected by me this much ? then i laughed at it cause its cute..
Surprised girl beside me actually talked to me first... didnt think any girl in the world would be able to
she was like . do u think the prof will take my homeworkif i told him i forgot to hand in this one.
i was like what?
then she said it more clearly...
anyways class ended...
i walked out...
while walking to my bus
girl X and girl V ( was the literally DTF at me place lol) were walking together..
i was on my earphone... didnt see them coming from behind..
girl V literally grabbed both of my shoulder to scare me...
me: Fuck .
they laughed...
chatted a bit
then ... some the fuck how i just am out of the conversation ... when they talk about which bus to take...
literally its like a blocking war...i wonder how they can switch so fast eh..
they girl V ends up saying shes gonna walk so she said Bye Girl X said bye i waved . girl V smiled at me while i wave...
we are literally at the bus loop when we depart . girl X kept on walking ahead of me
me: is that a new jacket?
she stopped and looked at me .
X: what? looked a litte stun...
me: new jacket?
X: NOOOOO (seriously it was literally like a big ass NOOoo )
me: oh never seen u wore it ..
X: i wore it like last week
me: oh.
we walk for another 1 min in silence.. got to the bus.. stood there..
she like just... goes on her phone looking down...
im thinking ... wow how the fuck many times do i gotta start something before we can even have a conversation ...
me: hows Christmas
X: it was alright... (kinda sounded disappointing or annoyed)
me: got anything u want?
X: eh idk got like XX tickets (forgot wtf it is)
me: oh never heard of them
we got on the bus....
FINALLY conversation , yo guys i got a conversation going . pad on my shoulder , my ass.... lol ... this is hilarious
her: what courses are u taking this term
holy shit then we had a conversation about school courses.... jez
i saw her looking at me when we talk... cause one point when i turn to look at her she was looking right at me.. i just checked her face out again.. or u say enjoy it lol
wow took 4 times to get a conversation going hahahahah. whatttttttttttttttt . theeeeeeeeeeee helllllllllllllllllllllll . W.e ... wasnt hard at all anyways...
really hope stage 4 can balance this out ... its not helping atm..
pretty sure i overcame some fear... but how were they even fears... i dont understand.. i can literally do 100X more with a hot stranger girl .. and go even further..
must be some old personal stuff... hmmm . still havnt approach a random girl in like almost 2 months already.. just didnt feel the urge or need at all not sure why.
Talk about anti slut defense.... jez lol read what happen to me today haha. im hoping stage 4 will fix it.. but i cant say anything about it .. Lets just hope i dont become a walking Aphrodite energy generator and girls go into waterfall mode when into my presence . actually i lied i would love to have that.. while balancing out the anti slut defense..
First ima reply to Shannon's post in Afzalg's journal dont wanna take over it :
Yah i notice it too. i didnt take account that they liked me or its on base on what i typed out the other day, i just typed it out cause i noticed them...
i was thinking exactly the same crossing at ankle means nothing i see it all the time. i find crossing above the knee at the thigh is kinda normal too but is hard to indicate. so as u mentioned taking other signed into account makes thing easier...
Alright check out my story today guys, nothing really interesting but what can u type when girls shield you like you got a dick size of king kong .
--------------------------------------------------
First had the most clear zombie dream ever..took out some ugly mofos with spears and threw them off the elevator hahaha. toss a grenade here and there was funny . and funny thing is i masturbate like once a week. and last night i did... and i end up having zombie dreams WTF? the pass 3-4 days i can remember my dreams.... and last night i did. funny stuff
Heres my Day :
so these days i always feel sexy as fuck... but state is up and down. mostly i control at an up state. So theres apparently a game thing at my school today. i literally went feeling sexy and state was high . so there shouldnt be any problem..
Got there 15 min late... the thing mentioned its 1 hour.
it was over ... i was like .. wtf?
i said to girl X (X girl is the one i made a move months ago but have a bf) , what kinda event is this
I swear to god I saw the most serious face I've seen in my life ... She just like looks right into me
Her : what ? Ur late .
And turns away right away ...
Then I was shocked ...
I literally said it in a flirtatious way and fun while I said what kinda event is this ...
So I left the place ... Cause there is 45 more minutes till class ends
went to walk around campus
saw a girl was in my highschool two years older then me..
said hey. funny she blushed when i was talking to her..
left after.
Saw girl from school. funny shes gets a little shy before getting closer to me... looks up when shes close enough to me . i said hey and smile she already prepared for it . happen same thing as last week.
Went back around 12:40 nothing to do...
walked around school , because i was afraid to sit down at the couch ... with them girls.
i saw this blonde girl... when i walk up the stairs... i looked at her she smiled lightly at me. she looks like a little older... probly in her early 20's but i saw her studying so she must be student here too... so proly 20?
shes got a mature air around her... shes pretty . i have seen her twice before..
later i was like fuck it. ima just go sit at the couch this is boring...
holy shit before i got close i was nervous. i said fuck it... kept walking and when i was there...
Girl Y ( the one i made out with her almost had sex) is on one of the couch . Girl X and girl Z ( Z is some girl i just flirt with here and there lol.. ) on another couch.
so the couches are facing each other. theres a empty seat beside girl Y
i sat down . literally 30 seconds after she stood up and left..
i was thinking wtf? i didnt even say a word or look at u ...
then i just sit there looking at girl Z and X . Z seems like shes gonna freak out .. kept on looking around... lol .she mumbled something i couldnt even hear. i repeated it she mumbled again... i was like wtf? shes was eating her pizza
so i kinda just look at them... and X looked like she starting blushing .. while completely ignoring me ... i was like .... cool lol
no one talks to me... its like im a zombie lol. so i was just kinda entertaining myself just looking at girl Z and girl X talk about stupid shit ... about their pizza =.=... then girl X asks girl Z whos a nice guy around here... girl X was like oh guy Y .
and shes calls out guy Y and asks her to take out the pizza box to recycling ...
i burst out laughing ..
that guy was like why...
girl X said some stupid shit i forgot...
he ends up taking it out .... jez
me: X way to take advantage of ppl like that ( i swear i said it jokingly too so did my vibe WTF)
girl X: well i didnt force him to do it . (was another serious toneish .. )
later ... So they left together... like i was invisible when 1pm hits... they went to class..
im in the same class too =_=
anyways i was typing stuff out on phone. and i looked up ... i saw girl X sneak looking at me .
she saw me looking at her. and tries to pretend shes looking at something my direction .. and ends up making eye contact with me again and she slowly turns back...
then i saw girl to my left and right.. both legs were crossed...
then girl X crossed her legs too...
then .. i think girl X was a little turned on O_O ...
Shes sitting in front of me to my left.
I saw her making her hair into a pony tail and letting it go... like 3 times
next shes swings her hair to the left... so her right neck is all expose to me...
then she turns her torso 90 degrees... so that 90 degrees closer to my direction.. but she cant turn 180 otherwise will be facing me which is backwards...
Then i saw her ... fixing her hair..
then i saw her playing with her hair...
then i saw her take out a bow tie and changed her hair style entirely and put the bow tie on ...
when she changed her hair style i got so.... effected by it my entire.... energy was turned on .. i can feel it vibrating all over my body.. probly sexual energy . that hair style is my favorite on her...i couldnt stop smiling it was overwhelming ...
then it felt like she was touching her neck.. i didnt look quick enough so cant tell exactly . i saw her hand on her neck..
then i saw her gesturing like its temperature hot... cause it look like shes doing something with her shirt..
then i saw put her head down onto the table with each hand in a fist both feeling both of her cheeks .
looked like shes kinda pretending to be hyper...
it did look like she was gonna adjust her bra... but seem like she did , she stopped when she reached into her shirt and her hand kinda just stopped there..
what the fuck?
she has never ever ever done any of these before.... i dont even recall her swinging her hair to the side once for the last 50 times i have sat behind her.. never in my life... i saw anything like that =_= ...maybe im over exaggerating but it didnt look like normal behavior for sure.
later i found myself been radiating such strong energy entire class... i wasnt trying to do it just did... i found myself a little tired... took a minute to bring energy up and felt good again.
and i went up to staple my homework . Girl Y had the staple lol. i walked up to infront of her table she literally just hand me over the staple and touched my hand accidentally and she went full red. lol .
i went back to my seat thinking.... fuck really? u just literally stood up and left after i sat down and u get affected by me this much ? then i laughed at it cause its cute..
Surprised girl beside me actually talked to me first... didnt think any girl in the world would be able to
she was like . do u think the prof will take my homeworkif i told him i forgot to hand in this one.
i was like what?
then she said it more clearly...
anyways class ended...
i walked out...
while walking to my bus
girl X and girl V ( was the literally DTF at me place lol) were walking together..
i was on my earphone... didnt see them coming from behind..
girl V literally grabbed both of my shoulder to scare me...
me: Fuck .
they laughed...
chatted a bit
then ... some the fuck how i just am out of the conversation ... when they talk about which bus to take...
literally its like a blocking war...i wonder how they can switch so fast eh..
they girl V ends up saying shes gonna walk so she said Bye Girl X said bye i waved . girl V smiled at me while i wave...
we are literally at the bus loop when we depart . girl X kept on walking ahead of me
me: is that a new jacket?
she stopped and looked at me .
X: what? looked a litte stun...
me: new jacket?
X: NOOOOO (seriously it was literally like a big ass NOOoo )
me: oh never seen u wore it ..
X: i wore it like last week
me: oh.
we walk for another 1 min in silence.. got to the bus.. stood there..
she like just... goes on her phone looking down...
im thinking ... wow how the fuck many times do i gotta start something before we can even have a conversation ...
me: hows Christmas
X: it was alright... (kinda sounded disappointing or annoyed)
me: got anything u want?
X: eh idk got like XX tickets (forgot wtf it is)
me: oh never heard of them
we got on the bus....
FINALLY conversation , yo guys i got a conversation going . pad on my shoulder , my ass.... lol ... this is hilarious
her: what courses are u taking this term
holy shit then we had a conversation about school courses.... jez
i saw her looking at me when we talk... cause one point when i turn to look at her she was looking right at me.. i just checked her face out again.. or u say enjoy it lol
wow took 4 times to get a conversation going hahahahah. whatttttttttttttttt . theeeeeeeeeeee helllllllllllllllllllllll . W.e ... wasnt hard at all anyways...
really hope stage 4 can balance this out ... its not helping atm..
pretty sure i overcame some fear... but how were they even fears... i dont understand.. i can literally do 100X more with a hot stranger girl .. and go even further..
must be some old personal stuff... hmmm . still havnt approach a random girl in like almost 2 months already.. just didnt feel the urge or need at all not sure why.
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.