01-14-2014, 05:33 AM
Just a quick update: I haven't been keeping a journal lately, but I've been using the sub religiously, except from 6-7 days or so around New Year's Eve when I was unable to do so.
The thing is, some stuff that has surfaced in the last few days has made me wonder even more if I should deal with some emotional issues before I push it in the direction of sexiness:
I've seen that I have this belief that I'm deeply unsexy and unfuc*able, undesirable (unwanted and unloved even?), and that I'll never change, I'll never mature into a man.
No surprise, I may add, since the very first sentence in the Aura script is:
I now develop within myself the knowledge, understanding, realization, belief and attitude that I am absolutely and incredibly sexy, because I am.
Anyway, I'm thinking plowing through this till the end (32 days, plus those I've missed), and then either start with the new Emotional relief sub, or go straight to LTU 3.0, which has definitely sparked my interest based on reading some users' journals, plus the fact that it contains OGSF, which could be what I really need right now.
By the way, I'd like your feedback on this: which label or name would you guys give to the belief I've spelled out here?
What emotion(s) would it be associated with?
The thing is, some stuff that has surfaced in the last few days has made me wonder even more if I should deal with some emotional issues before I push it in the direction of sexiness:
I've seen that I have this belief that I'm deeply unsexy and unfuc*able, undesirable (unwanted and unloved even?), and that I'll never change, I'll never mature into a man.
No surprise, I may add, since the very first sentence in the Aura script is:
I now develop within myself the knowledge, understanding, realization, belief and attitude that I am absolutely and incredibly sexy, because I am.
Anyway, I'm thinking plowing through this till the end (32 days, plus those I've missed), and then either start with the new Emotional relief sub, or go straight to LTU 3.0, which has definitely sparked my interest based on reading some users' journals, plus the fact that it contains OGSF, which could be what I really need right now.
By the way, I'd like your feedback on this: which label or name would you guys give to the belief I've spelled out here?
What emotion(s) would it be associated with?
All fear is illusion.
