Shannon's BAMM 2.0 Journal

[Shannon]

Yeah Keith I agree with you. I thought that you Shannon had almost all this kind of stuff to deal with solved. More growth to you. How is you fear level? Do you think you are the man that you want to be? I wonder what this uncomfortable territory it is about.

I may be further along than some, but I am not without my own issues left to deal with. What I have left in the way of fears is the deepest of them. These are the most scary, but also turning out to be the most amusing when I force myself to face them. They turn out to be nothing! I am not having fun facing them but I am having a blast walking away after the fact.

Right now my fear level is medium-high. I am the man I want to be for where I am now, and I am still becoming the man I want to be for where I am going. This uncomfortable territory is just things I never learned to do because of anxiety, and now I as a man in my position, must face and deal with them. It's just growing pains... and the more it "hurts", the better it feels, because I know that this will put me where I need to be to be unlimited.