01-09-2014, 01:27 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-09-2014, 01:32 AM by FluffyBunny.)
Seriously Stage 3 is weird as fuck
Ok roommate invited and theres people there for sure at schools pub/club
so i decided to go and see whats going on with me ...
honestly not much of an FR probly just internal shit and one retarded approach cause i was pissed off lol.
Heres how i goes. so i was doing homework. X called me and asked me about some homework. then said call her back later. later i called her back we chatted
her: oh Hey im living on campus now (lol she would tell me that..)
me:oh where?
her: xyz by X
me: is that by the parking lot?
her: yahh
me: oh im going to the X pub , u should come.
she said has has no ID .
i said dont u have a fake?
her yah but its different name
me: oh ... eh
her: but we should go to a bar sometime
(not sure why i didtn even reply to that shit...)
me: oh so its different then ur student id then
her: yah
me: oh u just have to pay
her: oh how much is it
me: not sure think its like 5$
anyways she didnt come ....
ok so i got to the X pub feeling sexy as fuck....cause i just do these days...
seriously like sexy as fuck...
so i really dont understand why or wtf happened...
i went with my roommate.. and one of his friends. later her gf came. but before that we just sat at a table and drank...for 1hour plus
At first when we were gonna buy the drink. this 9.5 bartender that i gamed before when i was on my god mode. my god she is like extremely cute and just gives off a great positive vibe... like shes very submissive and kind .. i wonder to myself how the fuck on earth did i get that number like it was walk in the park lol ... shes like dream girl X100 one of the most beautiful girl i have seen in the past month . Anyways... she ignored me lol. it was like my turn to buy the drink. and my buddy beside me . she looked at me once. i just smirk naturally cause i was just smirking whenever the fuck i want cause i was feeling really sexy... and she looked and then just loosk away to my roommate and he ordered drinks .. and when he finished she didnt even ask me if i wanted anything WTF? its like she knew im sharing with my roommate... actually she probly didnt... and just ignored on purpose lol.
so we got our drinks and got a table
so i was sitting there... checking girls that pass my line of vision that in front of me.. i wasnt like looking around and scanning for shit...
i swear to god i dont understand why my mind is like a pile of shit atm...
i mean i saw few girls that i am interested kinda...
but i was like a brick wall and have no feeling at all... WHAT THE FUCK.
i checked them out with no shame sometimes even imagine whats it like when their naked too.
honestly i had like zero feed back from all the girls around...
i was like probly the least needy guy in the entire place... i didnt give a fuck but at the same time finding some girls sexy...
saw like 1-2 girls that knows their shit.
saw like 80% of the girls as retards..very turn off..
saw 1-2 girls that seem to be DTF that night
saw this girl who is a 8-8.5 and the only girl who looked at me this night and cant hold eye contact.
shes just one of the girls i have approached in my first year... i always see her in X pub when theres an event.
said hi to her once or twice this year on the streets.
Saw few girls that i thought i would like to meet and approach so i got up. and start to walk around...
most of them are on the dance floor.
i already knew who i was gonna go for...i was somehow able to tell who was kinda down for some action tonite
but holy fuck when i go close and see their face. i felt literally nothing..
it was like that feeling like ... why the fuck do i even want this girl ???
well first they look kinda different when u get up close to them and from far...
when close up u can notice what they actually look like and see pass that makeup...
it just felt like... they arent what im looking for at all. and it just didnt feel right to even do anything with it..
even more weird i wasnt even turned on by any of their clothing's. yah those tight asses look nice and those tank tops are sexy... but it literally didnt even affect me even when i find some sexy at the sametime... So dam weird.
ok and then im wondering like why am i not even being energy sync with not one single girl in the entire place... its like im an alien or something . and no one is at the same level of energy with me . and i literally had zero signs of anything at all.. lets not even talk about signs of interests. it was like zero signs of nothing ...
i kinda wonder what the hell is in stage 3 of sm3.. hell i got more looks 2 years ago when i was a pussy then today when i can seduce a 9...
and then i was looking around the place seeing 4-6's getting all the beta guys approaching them and dancing with them.. i felt a shudder feeling like ..whats the point ... like seriously how the hell on earth can u possibly even go for girls like that... and then theres 7-8 girls just cluster together in a group and no one dares to even talk to them lol. then i walk by looking at them... SOMEHOW... i was like absolutely disinterested in any of them. it wasnt just like not interested i even felt like "why would i even want that" feeling .
like the only girl that really triggered me wanting is bartender 9.5 .... rest didnt trigger a single thing ..
oh i did see another girl that seem like a 9 or 8.5 but couldnt find her when i wanted to go talk to girls...
so at the end i was so pissed of i was like .... talking to these girls should be a joke why arent i wanting to...
then i walked around saw this one girl sitting there...
just walked up and said i just saw u and wanted to say hi.
she was being closed up and not interested ....
so i left after saying few things.
oh and with this girl i was gonna tell her shes cute. but then my chest told me "bullshit yah shes cute but she doesnt deserve that at all"
maybe cause shes not cute enough? lol.
Oh i also had in my mind .... that i wanna to a girl . Hey i think ur sexy as fuck.
but i walked around and not one girl i felt like deserved it ... (what the fuck? never had this either)
i literally walked around the place 3 times to tried to find a girl i can say this to .... nothing happened.
later i was like this isnt going anywhere left the place after i did that one approach. ...
one conclusion i came up with is ... maybe i take girls looking at me as absolutely nothing... therefore i dont see any other signs of interested. but im pretty sure.... i barely saw any girls tonite who was able to held eye contact with me . or look at me in an obvious way. so this conclusion is invalid
Ok roommate invited and theres people there for sure at schools pub/club
so i decided to go and see whats going on with me ...
honestly not much of an FR probly just internal shit and one retarded approach cause i was pissed off lol.
Heres how i goes. so i was doing homework. X called me and asked me about some homework. then said call her back later. later i called her back we chatted
her: oh Hey im living on campus now (lol she would tell me that..)
me:oh where?
her: xyz by X
me: is that by the parking lot?
her: yahh
me: oh im going to the X pub , u should come.
she said has has no ID .
i said dont u have a fake?
her yah but its different name
me: oh ... eh
her: but we should go to a bar sometime
(not sure why i didtn even reply to that shit...)
me: oh so its different then ur student id then
her: yah
me: oh u just have to pay
her: oh how much is it
me: not sure think its like 5$
anyways she didnt come ....
ok so i got to the X pub feeling sexy as fuck....cause i just do these days...
seriously like sexy as fuck...
so i really dont understand why or wtf happened...
i went with my roommate.. and one of his friends. later her gf came. but before that we just sat at a table and drank...for 1hour plus
At first when we were gonna buy the drink. this 9.5 bartender that i gamed before when i was on my god mode. my god she is like extremely cute and just gives off a great positive vibe... like shes very submissive and kind .. i wonder to myself how the fuck on earth did i get that number like it was walk in the park lol ... shes like dream girl X100 one of the most beautiful girl i have seen in the past month . Anyways... she ignored me lol. it was like my turn to buy the drink. and my buddy beside me . she looked at me once. i just smirk naturally cause i was just smirking whenever the fuck i want cause i was feeling really sexy... and she looked and then just loosk away to my roommate and he ordered drinks .. and when he finished she didnt even ask me if i wanted anything WTF? its like she knew im sharing with my roommate... actually she probly didnt... and just ignored on purpose lol.
so we got our drinks and got a table
so i was sitting there... checking girls that pass my line of vision that in front of me.. i wasnt like looking around and scanning for shit...
i swear to god i dont understand why my mind is like a pile of shit atm...
i mean i saw few girls that i am interested kinda...
but i was like a brick wall and have no feeling at all... WHAT THE FUCK.
i checked them out with no shame sometimes even imagine whats it like when their naked too.
honestly i had like zero feed back from all the girls around...
i was like probly the least needy guy in the entire place... i didnt give a fuck but at the same time finding some girls sexy...
saw like 1-2 girls that knows their shit.
saw like 80% of the girls as retards..very turn off..
saw 1-2 girls that seem to be DTF that night
saw this girl who is a 8-8.5 and the only girl who looked at me this night and cant hold eye contact.
shes just one of the girls i have approached in my first year... i always see her in X pub when theres an event.
said hi to her once or twice this year on the streets.
Saw few girls that i thought i would like to meet and approach so i got up. and start to walk around...
most of them are on the dance floor.
i already knew who i was gonna go for...i was somehow able to tell who was kinda down for some action tonite
but holy fuck when i go close and see their face. i felt literally nothing..
it was like that feeling like ... why the fuck do i even want this girl ???
well first they look kinda different when u get up close to them and from far...
when close up u can notice what they actually look like and see pass that makeup...
it just felt like... they arent what im looking for at all. and it just didnt feel right to even do anything with it..
even more weird i wasnt even turned on by any of their clothing's. yah those tight asses look nice and those tank tops are sexy... but it literally didnt even affect me even when i find some sexy at the sametime... So dam weird.
ok and then im wondering like why am i not even being energy sync with not one single girl in the entire place... its like im an alien or something . and no one is at the same level of energy with me . and i literally had zero signs of anything at all.. lets not even talk about signs of interests. it was like zero signs of nothing ...
i kinda wonder what the hell is in stage 3 of sm3.. hell i got more looks 2 years ago when i was a pussy then today when i can seduce a 9...
and then i was looking around the place seeing 4-6's getting all the beta guys approaching them and dancing with them.. i felt a shudder feeling like ..whats the point ... like seriously how the hell on earth can u possibly even go for girls like that... and then theres 7-8 girls just cluster together in a group and no one dares to even talk to them lol. then i walk by looking at them... SOMEHOW... i was like absolutely disinterested in any of them. it wasnt just like not interested i even felt like "why would i even want that" feeling .
like the only girl that really triggered me wanting is bartender 9.5 .... rest didnt trigger a single thing ..
oh i did see another girl that seem like a 9 or 8.5 but couldnt find her when i wanted to go talk to girls...
so at the end i was so pissed of i was like .... talking to these girls should be a joke why arent i wanting to...
then i walked around saw this one girl sitting there...
just walked up and said i just saw u and wanted to say hi.
she was being closed up and not interested ....
so i left after saying few things.
oh and with this girl i was gonna tell her shes cute. but then my chest told me "bullshit yah shes cute but she doesnt deserve that at all"
maybe cause shes not cute enough? lol.
Oh i also had in my mind .... that i wanna to a girl . Hey i think ur sexy as fuck.
but i walked around and not one girl i felt like deserved it ... (what the fuck? never had this either)
i literally walked around the place 3 times to tried to find a girl i can say this to .... nothing happened.
later i was like this isnt going anywhere left the place after i did that one approach. ...
one conclusion i came up with is ... maybe i take girls looking at me as absolutely nothing... therefore i dont see any other signs of interested. but im pretty sure.... i barely saw any girls tonite who was able to held eye contact with me . or look at me in an obvious way. so this conclusion is invalid
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