01-03-2014, 08:40 AM
Fonzy : lol yah i have been pretty productive the past 3-4 days but i cant understand how it can be this THIS CRAZY ANGRY ...
anyways....
weird im constantly wanting to ... destroy someone or something lol ...
im on stage 3 day 4 ...
holy fuck man i have been moody as fuck these pass week ...
depression and anger comes like its their backyard. =_=
idk its weird stuff..
part of me thinks its me being slob for the last 10 days cause holiday and my body is craving some action thats why its depress. its yelling at me gtfo lol stop being a dumbfuck... do what u were doing before the break...
then i dont understand theres no way i can be this angry / depress just from that...
and then i do my letting go while i meditate everyday... and it just keeps on coming back up . its like a endless fountain of anger and depression . when i let it go at that moment is all good then the next its shit again =_=... so i realized its probly sub... or some deep stuff. cause everyday stuff can be let go easily... cause i have done it for quite some time.
anyways i think im going crazy. that chest energy is soooooooooooooooooooo intense..
anyways....
weird im constantly wanting to ... destroy someone or something lol ...
im on stage 3 day 4 ...
holy fuck man i have been moody as fuck these pass week ...
depression and anger comes like its their backyard. =_=
idk its weird stuff..
part of me thinks its me being slob for the last 10 days cause holiday and my body is craving some action thats why its depress. its yelling at me gtfo lol stop being a dumbfuck... do what u were doing before the break...
then i dont understand theres no way i can be this angry / depress just from that...
and then i do my letting go while i meditate everyday... and it just keeps on coming back up . its like a endless fountain of anger and depression . when i let it go at that moment is all good then the next its shit again =_=... so i realized its probly sub... or some deep stuff. cause everyday stuff can be let go easily... cause i have done it for quite some time.
anyways i think im going crazy. that chest energy is soooooooooooooooooooo intense..
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.