SM v3 so far so good

[baftis]

I don't think you're doing anything wrong, so to speak. Now that your subconscious is carpet-bombed by the sub, it takes awhile to adjust to the new information that it's been fed. And when it gets carpet-bombed, your subconscious fights back through depression and beating yourself up and creating excuses and so on. It literally tries to make you give up because it's outside it's comfort zone and it doesn't like it. The subconscious mind likes comfort and the way you were until you started with the sub.