10-30-2013, 10:17 AM
Day 2 .
Vivid dreams. quite detailed dreamed. like i can almost see the people clearly and everything around me....
Talk about sexual energy...
last night i gotten quite....horny again so i decided to go for a walk ... to see if i can game a woman or two , not luck there.
but man recalling yesterdays when i was in class....
i was feeling stuffed energy in chest but the rest was so strong sexual energy like it was hard to control. not sure what it is... but it was really strong. it feels like a mix of horniess and sexual energy phew =o= . its like i was almost imaging having sex with all the girls around me ....
like i said i turned my own on while it was already on from SM3. then it gotten pretty strong and i was like.... wanting to do something....
so i was like man i needa let this go. and still it was still there =_=...
only then it was better when i was home and have no woman in my proximity ....
i felt like it built on my original sexual aura. cause right now when i trigger it.... its quite strong as well. i tend to not trigger it these days cause i dont wanna get addicted or depend on it. but now its automatically triggering ...
now i wonder is that a good thing or bad thing.....
Vivid dreams. quite detailed dreamed. like i can almost see the people clearly and everything around me....
Talk about sexual energy...
last night i gotten quite....horny again so i decided to go for a walk ... to see if i can game a woman or two , not luck there.
but man recalling yesterdays when i was in class....
i was feeling stuffed energy in chest but the rest was so strong sexual energy like it was hard to control. not sure what it is... but it was really strong. it feels like a mix of horniess and sexual energy phew =o= . its like i was almost imaging having sex with all the girls around me ....
like i said i turned my own on while it was already on from SM3. then it gotten pretty strong and i was like.... wanting to do something....
so i was like man i needa let this go. and still it was still there =_=...
only then it was better when i was home and have no woman in my proximity ....
i felt like it built on my original sexual aura. cause right now when i trigger it.... its quite strong as well. i tend to not trigger it these days cause i dont wanna get addicted or depend on it. but now its automatically triggering ...
now i wonder is that a good thing or bad thing.....
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
