10-25-2013, 07:52 PM
Well guys im done AM5 in one more day.
ima just write out what i went through
My emotional stability is really fucked. specially my internal struggles so day in day out i have to battle the crap 24/7.
When i started my AM5 stage 1... i was still in my job.... i was super depress. funny thing is on stage two i quit the job and i felt quit happy to just sit on my ass and do nothing and play video games...
for the next....ummm 3 month?
went back to home country. chilled another 1.5 month
didnt approach any woman...or socialize. i call it i was on my "emotional break"
previously 2 years ago i went from zero woman skills.... shiting my pants ... to say hi.
to being able to approach any woman but still fail to seduce them....
so i got really tired and took that break idk.... was dumb ...
when i was on stage 5. it was Sept school starts.
so automatically i want woman again i see them everywhere hot...and sexy .
went back to active mode.... still struggling . but learning faster....
started building on my past progress.. and knowledge .
and now im done stage 6..
my Body language has been transforming since 2 years ago till today.
tonality is still Meh sometimes i get too nervous and tonality and speed fucks up lol
Confident.. hmmm for sure more.
Alphaness for sure more.. people respect me these days . well they use to already but these days its more .
before sub i already am very non reactive to the present situations .....
these days im even more non reactive ...
Due to some outside influence. stage 5 and 6 was hell of an emotional ride.....
i have decided to run SM3 right after this. Due my instincts telling me that .
because.... i fricken had another girl opening dropping hints...shes DTF. and i missed the hints lol.
now shes shut off around me lol.
clearly i just needa get sexual..... and escalate one it ... and realizing those hints... and im good to go ....
ima just write out what i went through
My emotional stability is really fucked. specially my internal struggles so day in day out i have to battle the crap 24/7.
When i started my AM5 stage 1... i was still in my job.... i was super depress. funny thing is on stage two i quit the job and i felt quit happy to just sit on my ass and do nothing and play video games...
for the next....ummm 3 month?
went back to home country. chilled another 1.5 month
didnt approach any woman...or socialize. i call it i was on my "emotional break"
previously 2 years ago i went from zero woman skills.... shiting my pants ... to say hi.
to being able to approach any woman but still fail to seduce them....
so i got really tired and took that break idk.... was dumb ...
when i was on stage 5. it was Sept school starts.
so automatically i want woman again i see them everywhere hot...and sexy .
went back to active mode.... still struggling . but learning faster....
started building on my past progress.. and knowledge .
and now im done stage 6..
my Body language has been transforming since 2 years ago till today.
tonality is still Meh sometimes i get too nervous and tonality and speed fucks up lol
Confident.. hmmm for sure more.
Alphaness for sure more.. people respect me these days . well they use to already but these days its more .
before sub i already am very non reactive to the present situations .....
these days im even more non reactive ...
Due to some outside influence. stage 5 and 6 was hell of an emotional ride.....
i have decided to run SM3 right after this. Due my instincts telling me that .
because.... i fricken had another girl opening dropping hints...shes DTF. and i missed the hints lol.
now shes shut off around me lol.
clearly i just needa get sexual..... and escalate one it ... and realizing those hints... and im good to go ....
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
