Shannon's BAMM 2.0 Journal

[Shannon]

Lately I have been observing my life and been amazed at just how different it is than when I started BAMM 2.0. I'm on Stage 10. Some of the differences so far:

• I have an office in which to work, if and when I please.
  
• I have made significant improvements in the amount of work I am getting done, although this may not always be outwardly visible.
  
• I am becoming ever more organized and efficient.
  
• My personal ego is very much balanced and tranquil in comparison to what it used to be.
  
• I am living my life as a multi-millionaire already, who is just awaiting the outward reality to catch up with the inward one.
  
• The size of my goals has not changed, but the size of my immediate or short term goals has grown tremendousl.
  
• I am fnding that I must spend time educating myself continuously, whether by attending meetings, conferences, reading books or doing my own research.
  
• I have switched from doing things myself to hiring others to do them whenever doing so will free me to focus more on matters of greater import. (Mowing the lawn, cleaning the house, etc.)
  
• I find myself dealing with women on very different terms. It is very true that men of different social and financial strata are responded to, and respond to, women very differently. I can do things now that would have been unthinkable before except as fantasies or temporary peaks.
  
• I find that my income is growing faster.
  
• I find there is steadily more and more left in my bank each month.
  
• I have automated the payment of all my bills, and this has dramatically improved my credit rating.
  
• I am generally happy and grateful as a natural state of being now.
  
• I find that I spend more time contemplating how to help others now, outside of this business, or how to be of equal service to or kindness to them as they are to me. (Sometimes I don't know how just yet, but I am keeping tabs on that.)
  
• I still hve fears, but the fears I have now are few and far between, fairly specific and are being slowly but surely dissolved.
  
• I live life on my own terms, and I have the freedom that marks the most valuable asset of any wealthy person, even if it is not yet unlimited. This sets me apart from others, who are now starting to percieve me as being someone who is different because of it, andnot special, but someone to be admired, respected and looked to as a leader.
  
• I find it is becoming more and more necessary for me to have both social time and solitude, and I am developing interesting ways to have both whenever I need them.
  
• Socializing is much easier now, and I find that it is so natural that in the ways that I socialize, it has become as automatic as breathing.
  
• People love me. Everyone enjoys my company or presence, and they want more. I think that is the calm, quiet, grateful, ego-balanced "man-so-in-charge-of-himself-that-he-has-nothing-to-fear" being percieved. It is a result of inner tranquility in several directions, I think.
  
• Every day, I go to bed whenever I want to, get up wheever I want to, do whatever I want to, and work whenever I want to. Not so much different, but there is a much greater emphasis on "do whatever I want to, whenever I want to".
  
• I am finding that my presence is perceieved as being much more "ageless". I have people of all ages responding to me as if I am at their personal level. From five and six year olds who spontaneously want to play with me, having never seen me before, to people in their seventies who treat me as if I am every bit their equal in experience and wisdom.
  
• I am beginning to be much more physically active and aware of my physical health and improving it.
  

I can't think of anything else off the top of my head. But it's been an interesting journey to be sure. I am enjoying the hell out of it.