10-17-2013, 02:55 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-17-2013, 03:43 PM by FluffyBunny.)
i use to do kundalini yoga.
i still do regular meditation. not every day.
How does it end up being blocked?
i know why...it got blocked up though.
its this girl....that i have talked about before.
i thought i was friendzoned. but i didnt care after a while. made that move the other day.
didnt get really rejected ... but she left.
its been 2 weeks....
today i sit beside her....that same blockage.... instantly came up...
i couldnt help it but leave the classroom. to fuckin breath =_=
i got so ...worked up about it...
i was like holy fuck ima do something about it
still today i tried to make a move on her she didnt let me.... but still didnt reject me. FUCK THS SHIT period....
its making me fuckin frustrated ..
even worst... the whole thing was like fucked up =_=....
EDIT: she knows im making a move. but didnt let. but didnt reject me. omfg. she does have a long distance relationship. but i didnt care...
i didnt care about any signs that was blocking from what i wanted.
i just want her to know how i feel...... and if i get a no i get a no..... holy fuck
didnt even get a chance to express myself...
not to mention...my chest feels quite fucked up atm... reallllllll stuffy...
oh forgot to mention. feels like went too much into beta mode .... at this case.... weird.
sometimes i just screw up what im doing ....sigh.
i still do regular meditation. not every day.
How does it end up being blocked?
i know why...it got blocked up though.
its this girl....that i have talked about before.
i thought i was friendzoned. but i didnt care after a while. made that move the other day.
didnt get really rejected ... but she left.
its been 2 weeks....
today i sit beside her....that same blockage.... instantly came up...
i couldnt help it but leave the classroom. to fuckin breath =_=
i got so ...worked up about it...
i was like holy fuck ima do something about it
still today i tried to make a move on her she didnt let me.... but still didnt reject me. FUCK THS SHIT period....
its making me fuckin frustrated ..
even worst... the whole thing was like fucked up =_=....
EDIT: she knows im making a move. but didnt let. but didnt reject me. omfg. she does have a long distance relationship. but i didnt care...
i didnt care about any signs that was blocking from what i wanted.
i just want her to know how i feel...... and if i get a no i get a no..... holy fuck
didnt even get a chance to express myself...
not to mention...my chest feels quite fucked up atm... reallllllll stuffy...
oh forgot to mention. feels like went too much into beta mode .... at this case.... weird.
sometimes i just screw up what im doing ....sigh.
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
