10-17-2013, 01:44 AM
Stage 6 DAy 23
i swear this is the most fucked up thing thats ever happened right before i go to bed
so i went to bed feeling all good and all......
closed my eyes.
thought about this girl......and then day dreamed . about fuckin her.... and all that stuff
next thing i know is ...
my chest starts to get super stuffy....while im thinking about it....
and even worst ... the chest energy gets super dense....
to the point i had to get up out of my bed.....and i have hard time breathing .....
thats how strong it is..... and plus im getting a light headache too.
never have i had this ....in any stage of AM5. or anywhere near this feeling....
WHAT THE FUCK?
pretty sure its not AM5.....
cause i thought i was horny and somethings not right
so i went to watch some good porn. and wacked it off..
and guess what
the fuckin energy is still there.
i tried letting go and all that shit..... 99% of the time it works. this time somehow isnt moving one single inch....and its still stuffy as hell.....
and i CANT FUCKIN SLEEP. its dam 3am. dam it.
what the helll is this....?????????
i swear this is the most fucked up thing thats ever happened right before i go to bed
so i went to bed feeling all good and all......
closed my eyes.
thought about this girl......and then day dreamed . about fuckin her.... and all that stuff
next thing i know is ...
my chest starts to get super stuffy....while im thinking about it....
and even worst ... the chest energy gets super dense....
to the point i had to get up out of my bed.....and i have hard time breathing .....
thats how strong it is..... and plus im getting a light headache too.
never have i had this ....in any stage of AM5. or anywhere near this feeling....
WHAT THE FUCK?
pretty sure its not AM5.....
cause i thought i was horny and somethings not right
so i went to watch some good porn. and wacked it off..
and guess what
the fuckin energy is still there.
i tried letting go and all that shit..... 99% of the time it works. this time somehow isnt moving one single inch....and its still stuffy as hell.....
and i CANT FUCKIN SLEEP. its dam 3am. dam it.
what the helll is this....?????????
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.