09-12-2013, 04:01 PM
update on a few things im feeling.
I feel that insanely strong feeling in the chest when things either dont go my way. or when i wanted to something and i didnt do it.
so for the last 10 days i have been doing most of the things i wanted to do lol. cause that intense feeling is THAT strong. not like ur everyday depression type of thing. but its like u wanna punch ur chest and grab it type of intensity. not to mention above what just happened and im going through the fluctuation of that intense feeling and laughing at myself how dumb i was.
another amazing thing i found out was. i was super attached but then i can unattached myself so fast..... its CRAZY. i use to dewell on shit like this for months....... and drags on and literally almost feel like a ZERO everyday and helpless. (well this was like 2 years ago lol)
glad i can manage to get over the facts in short amount of time. probly will take a little more time but...yah who knows....
not sure how stage 6 is gonna go for me. the only stage i gotten constant depression was stage 1... other ones just fluctuates here and there.
I feel that insanely strong feeling in the chest when things either dont go my way. or when i wanted to something and i didnt do it.
so for the last 10 days i have been doing most of the things i wanted to do lol. cause that intense feeling is THAT strong. not like ur everyday depression type of thing. but its like u wanna punch ur chest and grab it type of intensity. not to mention above what just happened and im going through the fluctuation of that intense feeling and laughing at myself how dumb i was.
another amazing thing i found out was. i was super attached but then i can unattached myself so fast..... its CRAZY. i use to dewell on shit like this for months....... and drags on and literally almost feel like a ZERO everyday and helpless. (well this was like 2 years ago lol)
glad i can manage to get over the facts in short amount of time. probly will take a little more time but...yah who knows....
not sure how stage 6 is gonna go for me. the only stage i gotten constant depression was stage 1... other ones just fluctuates here and there.
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
