08-29-2013, 03:40 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-29-2013, 03:46 PM by Frenchmagnet.)
18 days of AM 5 :
Now that I am reading my previous post I can see how fast I am changing right now. The subs is a nuclear bomb. One week ago I was needy and upset about girls, now it is like my neediness is gone ! This subs bring back all my neediness since I was 14 years old and make me realize that all the girls I want it is just the reflect of my wounds. Like an hole inside of me that make me feel bad all the time unless I have girls in my life who loves me.
Today I realize that I don't need a lot of girls anymore to make me feel happy, since my neediness is gone I have stopped to open a lot of cute girls, but only the sexiest girls. I still have my approach anxiety but now it is like I consciously know that it is stupid to care what other people thinks of me.
I have more eyes contact from women and men. I am starting to look for a new job. Maybe I will try to be a real estate agent in Paris. I thinks that an alpha male in real estate will be the best choice to make a lot of money and have a good lifestyle !
I can't stand some behavior from people, it is like I want to hit them in their face when there are stupid or disrespectful !! Yesterday I had an argument with someone at a shop ! First time ever I speak my mind like that ! It was liberating and I was proud of me !
I have a question if somebody can answer, can I do the mirror affirmation 30 minutes everyday to pump my state without cut the result of the subs ? I want to have the best result, but mirror affirmation before going out is a good tool to make me feel confident and in the moment !
Now that I am reading my previous post I can see how fast I am changing right now. The subs is a nuclear bomb. One week ago I was needy and upset about girls, now it is like my neediness is gone ! This subs bring back all my neediness since I was 14 years old and make me realize that all the girls I want it is just the reflect of my wounds. Like an hole inside of me that make me feel bad all the time unless I have girls in my life who loves me.
Today I realize that I don't need a lot of girls anymore to make me feel happy, since my neediness is gone I have stopped to open a lot of cute girls, but only the sexiest girls. I still have my approach anxiety but now it is like I consciously know that it is stupid to care what other people thinks of me.
I have more eyes contact from women and men. I am starting to look for a new job. Maybe I will try to be a real estate agent in Paris. I thinks that an alpha male in real estate will be the best choice to make a lot of money and have a good lifestyle !
I can't stand some behavior from people, it is like I want to hit them in their face when there are stupid or disrespectful !! Yesterday I had an argument with someone at a shop ! First time ever I speak my mind like that ! It was liberating and I was proud of me !
I have a question if somebody can answer, can I do the mirror affirmation 30 minutes everyday to pump my state without cut the result of the subs ? I want to have the best result, but mirror affirmation before going out is a good tool to make me feel confident and in the moment !
