5 days into level 2.
My voice definitely changed.It's deeper and with more volume and tone now.
I joke around more.Not a lot but am less serious and just playing around a bit
and having fun.
I'm a lot less effected by negativity around me.I used to worry a lot,it's almost gone now.I care less about stuff.And self confidence is up.
Few days ago I was walking few days ago and I noticed kind of swagger in my walk.I went into a store I buy food in and a cute girl that usually doesn't talked to me.I talked slowly,said a sentence here,made eye contact and there and she asked me questions.And I didn't care about the outcome at all.None of the approval seeking behavior at all or thinking about
it later thinking how it could be different or better.
And from some unknown reason I find more small change than I usually do.
I have no idea if it's related.Maybe less negativity.
I forgot to wrote on the last post that there's a lot less resistance in level 2
at least for now.There was a little comparing to level 1.
Had lots of weird dreams last night.The most memorable one was with some
monstrous being saying crap about me can't do stuff with women and other
negative ****.And than some women shouting at me.Very ugly dreams.
My voice definitely changed.It's deeper and with more volume and tone now.
I joke around more.Not a lot but am less serious and just playing around a bit
and having fun.
I'm a lot less effected by negativity around me.I used to worry a lot,it's almost gone now.I care less about stuff.And self confidence is up.
Few days ago I was walking few days ago and I noticed kind of swagger in my walk.I went into a store I buy food in and a cute girl that usually doesn't talked to me.I talked slowly,said a sentence here,made eye contact and there and she asked me questions.And I didn't care about the outcome at all.None of the approval seeking behavior at all or thinking about
it later thinking how it could be different or better.
And from some unknown reason I find more small change than I usually do.
I have no idea if it's related.Maybe less negativity.
I forgot to wrote on the last post that there's a lot less resistance in level 2
at least for now.There was a little comparing to level 1.
Had lots of weird dreams last night.The most memorable one was with some
monstrous being saying crap about me can't do stuff with women and other
negative ****.And than some women shouting at me.Very ugly dreams.
