09-07-2010, 10:45 PM
(09-07-2010, 07:29 PM)K-Train Wrote: Then today I started feeling down on myself. This is the first time in a while I've felt this much resistance from the Alpha Set however soon my feelings of depression turned into anger then quickly changed into indifference which to me is great.
I had similar experience yesterday. At one point I started to feel guilty about something relating to other person and suddenly it turned into a red hot inferno of pure aggressive anger.
Moments later, it was gone.
I am tempted to think that depression is like the lowest grade and anger is energizing and self-defending emotion which is sometimes needed to replace it before we restore our power and peace.
After all, depressed people have this sign "walk all over me" basically written on their forehead.
Partly one of the reasons for my disgust with spirituality, cause it encourages you to just love everyone and that be the end of it.
No, as a man, I say no to it now.
