07-09-2013, 08:23 AM
Last night, I went to bed rather late. I'd been listening to ASC 5G while I was reading another forum. When I tried to go to bed, my head was all jacked up from what I was reading so I had some trouble falling asleep. I started hearing other things in the trickling water that I hadn't noticed before. "Foreign sounds" being the best way I can describe it. I assume these are the masked messages.
Some of it struck me strangely as I was in bed trying to get myself to sleep but I did finally get to sleep.
I had some kind of dream or mild nightmare that was related to me fighting a monster or something. It wasn't really a night terror but it wasn't entirely pleasant. I suppose this could represent me fighting with some belief but who knows.
I've also started playing the stream all the time in my office and not worrying about starting and stopping it. I'm not hearing all of the messages uniformly because I get up and leave and come back but I'm getting exposure to something for at least a couple extra hours a day now. I hope this isn't bad.
I'm not really noticing anything at all so far but its hard to tell.
I am working on myself in other ways too though- the sub is something I can do while I"m sleeping or doing other things and that is one of the biggest appeals.
I'm already wondering what will be next after this. I need to really start pursuing wealth but I also want to become much better at having women in my life. I don't have time or serious interest in a life of clubbing and banging but I would like to have attractive women in my life. At this point, I'm working on some acceptance issues relating to that. I've always settled for what I thought I could get. I don't want to live that way anymore. I want to get what I want to get.
Some of it struck me strangely as I was in bed trying to get myself to sleep but I did finally get to sleep.
I had some kind of dream or mild nightmare that was related to me fighting a monster or something. It wasn't really a night terror but it wasn't entirely pleasant. I suppose this could represent me fighting with some belief but who knows.
I've also started playing the stream all the time in my office and not worrying about starting and stopping it. I'm not hearing all of the messages uniformly because I get up and leave and come back but I'm getting exposure to something for at least a couple extra hours a day now. I hope this isn't bad.
I'm not really noticing anything at all so far but its hard to tell.
I am working on myself in other ways too though- the sub is something I can do while I"m sleeping or doing other things and that is one of the biggest appeals.
I'm already wondering what will be next after this. I need to really start pursuing wealth but I also want to become much better at having women in my life. I don't have time or serious interest in a life of clubbing and banging but I would like to have attractive women in my life. At this point, I'm working on some acceptance issues relating to that. I've always settled for what I thought I could get. I don't want to live that way anymore. I want to get what I want to get.
