07-05-2013, 01:42 AM
DAY 1 - DAYTIME
I'm living in a hotel just near the central Beijing called SanLiTun. The most international place in Beijing you can come to. Went to a modern café and got a caesar salad with chicken as lunch and a protein-rich oat smoothie. Then listened to some history of China as my homework that I got back in Copenhagen. The downside of this city is, besides the 30+ celsius here in Beijing, most Chinese women aren't f***able.
Well at least for me.. since my preference isn't Asian women I was trying to "desire" some I saw. It was hard. To invoke a genuine desire to f*** them, mostly from within.
There were two Asian girls sitting in my view and the one who faced me were in a "mode" of wanting to have sex. She had her one hand between her legs and the other reaching far out on the table. She also touched herself lightly with her fingertips over her breasts and she was talking like she was dreaming but couldn't reach the dream.
I tried to invoke a desire to f*** her and it got built up a bit. So as I was finished doing my thing at the café, I went around the area for a bit.
Out of the many girls I noticed, there were 2 I felt in my gut that I wanted to sincerely get to know and f***. One was a stunning little Chinese brunette who was sitting with some elderly weird man in Starbucks. I couldn't understand WHAT THE HELL SHE WAS SITTING THERE WITH HIM FOR?? She seemed like she didn't listen to him but had to be there with him :S
I stood in the middle of the café and looked at her and she looked back. I began to smile, like.. "yeah.." totally owning the moment and she stared for a few seconds. I stood there for 10 seconds more, deciding if I should go over and talk to her or not. I decided not to. It wasn't hard to let go though but in any case, it was a road less taken that I didn't take right there and therefor an adventure or story I passed. Gotta step it up!
Anyways the other girl was a little stunning Chinese girl with red hair and high heels. I saw her just as I had walked out of Starbucks. She was walking in my direction. I noticed her and I sensed she noticed me as I walked towards my hotel (I got great style and I'm good-looking. not that tall though) but I didn't even think about talking to her, I just had a simmering gut-feeling like, "woaw.. yeah...
"
So, two possibilities that I would take, I passed on, without really knowing why. Or I know why... It is really about KNOWING what you want and HAVING A STRONG INTENT.
Tonight I'm going to check some bars and maybe some clubs out!
I'm living in a hotel just near the central Beijing called SanLiTun. The most international place in Beijing you can come to. Went to a modern café and got a caesar salad with chicken as lunch and a protein-rich oat smoothie. Then listened to some history of China as my homework that I got back in Copenhagen. The downside of this city is, besides the 30+ celsius here in Beijing, most Chinese women aren't f***able.
Well at least for me.. since my preference isn't Asian women I was trying to "desire" some I saw. It was hard. To invoke a genuine desire to f*** them, mostly from within.
There were two Asian girls sitting in my view and the one who faced me were in a "mode" of wanting to have sex. She had her one hand between her legs and the other reaching far out on the table. She also touched herself lightly with her fingertips over her breasts and she was talking like she was dreaming but couldn't reach the dream.
I tried to invoke a desire to f*** her and it got built up a bit. So as I was finished doing my thing at the café, I went around the area for a bit.
Out of the many girls I noticed, there were 2 I felt in my gut that I wanted to sincerely get to know and f***. One was a stunning little Chinese brunette who was sitting with some elderly weird man in Starbucks. I couldn't understand WHAT THE HELL SHE WAS SITTING THERE WITH HIM FOR?? She seemed like she didn't listen to him but had to be there with him :S
I stood in the middle of the café and looked at her and she looked back. I began to smile, like.. "yeah.." totally owning the moment and she stared for a few seconds. I stood there for 10 seconds more, deciding if I should go over and talk to her or not. I decided not to. It wasn't hard to let go though but in any case, it was a road less taken that I didn't take right there and therefor an adventure or story I passed. Gotta step it up!
Anyways the other girl was a little stunning Chinese girl with red hair and high heels. I saw her just as I had walked out of Starbucks. She was walking in my direction. I noticed her and I sensed she noticed me as I walked towards my hotel (I got great style and I'm good-looking. not that tall though) but I didn't even think about talking to her, I just had a simmering gut-feeling like, "woaw.. yeah...
"So, two possibilities that I would take, I passed on, without really knowing why. Or I know why... It is really about KNOWING what you want and HAVING A STRONG INTENT.
Tonight I'm going to check some bars and maybe some clubs out!
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
