So Stage 6 is about done now... it's been a very interesting month, but I feel as if I have been put through a meat grinder. On the one hand, I have BAMM pushing me to succeed. On the other hand, there are influences out of my control holding me in place. To say it has required some serious patience with my perpetual inability to get work done is a little bit of an understatement. But I am trying to be patient and handle this in the most productive way possible.
It's magical how things pop up and stop me from working lately. But I know these influences are temporary, and soon enough they'll begin to fade. But not soon enough for my taste. I am thankful we have the office now. I want to start pumping out a lot of stuff I have started and had to stop without finishing. It drives me nuts.
BAMM continues to impress. Some of why is detailed in Andrew's journal. Some of it is my awe at the insight I had in designing it. I wonder if that was me or if I was getting help. In any event, I designed it to work regardless of obstructions, and that it definitely has been doing. I also designed it to work interactively and intersupportively with others who were using it, so that whenever two or more BAMM users communicate or work together, they multiply the impact.
When Ryan, Andrew and I - all using BAMM - sat down and had dinner together, the effect was such that even the dessert was very obviously a OE result. The waitress took our order right before the kitchen closed, which she told us about. Then, Andrew asked if they had any desserts. The strangest thing, they did... one was out. And it was a [exactly what Andrew wanted]. It came with ice cream. But before it came out, Andrew decided he didn't want it with ice cream. Lo and behold she brings it out without ice cream and claims that it has to be on the house because they don't have any ice cream left. Then she absolutely would not hear of having it paid for.
How the hell does this tie into becoming a multi-millionaire? I don't know. But eerily perfect flow of events happens a lot on BAMM, and it happens in geometric progression when more users are together. Why did we have to rescue two groups of people who were out of gas while we were on our trip? I don't know, but I do know that it was important for us to do that for some reason, and I know that I have never before had anyone ask me for gas money who was genuinely in need of it. Then twice in one week, as Andrew and I drove home.
The Optimus Engine is doing amazing things... I don't always understand what, or how or why it produces the results it does. But the results it produces are such that they are recognizable because they're just too unlikely to happen by chance, especially back to back, over and over. It's like living in a fairy tale sometimes with how these almost impossibly unlikely things just happen again and again... and they feel like they're important. It's got to be the reverse butterfly effect: BAMM is causing all sorts of seemingly strange things to happen in order to cause the butterfly effect to result in what we are trying to achieve.
And it's working even though I have been having such a hard time working. Just flows around every obstacle, exactly as I designed it to do.
Hopefully, the shit will stop hitting the fan and I will finally be able to get something accomplished tomorrow.
It's magical how things pop up and stop me from working lately. But I know these influences are temporary, and soon enough they'll begin to fade. But not soon enough for my taste. I am thankful we have the office now. I want to start pumping out a lot of stuff I have started and had to stop without finishing. It drives me nuts.
BAMM continues to impress. Some of why is detailed in Andrew's journal. Some of it is my awe at the insight I had in designing it. I wonder if that was me or if I was getting help. In any event, I designed it to work regardless of obstructions, and that it definitely has been doing. I also designed it to work interactively and intersupportively with others who were using it, so that whenever two or more BAMM users communicate or work together, they multiply the impact.
When Ryan, Andrew and I - all using BAMM - sat down and had dinner together, the effect was such that even the dessert was very obviously a OE result. The waitress took our order right before the kitchen closed, which she told us about. Then, Andrew asked if they had any desserts. The strangest thing, they did... one was out. And it was a [exactly what Andrew wanted]. It came with ice cream. But before it came out, Andrew decided he didn't want it with ice cream. Lo and behold she brings it out without ice cream and claims that it has to be on the house because they don't have any ice cream left. Then she absolutely would not hear of having it paid for.
How the hell does this tie into becoming a multi-millionaire? I don't know. But eerily perfect flow of events happens a lot on BAMM, and it happens in geometric progression when more users are together. Why did we have to rescue two groups of people who were out of gas while we were on our trip? I don't know, but I do know that it was important for us to do that for some reason, and I know that I have never before had anyone ask me for gas money who was genuinely in need of it. Then twice in one week, as Andrew and I drove home.
The Optimus Engine is doing amazing things... I don't always understand what, or how or why it produces the results it does. But the results it produces are such that they are recognizable because they're just too unlikely to happen by chance, especially back to back, over and over. It's like living in a fairy tale sometimes with how these almost impossibly unlikely things just happen again and again... and they feel like they're important. It's got to be the reverse butterfly effect: BAMM is causing all sorts of seemingly strange things to happen in order to cause the butterfly effect to result in what we are trying to achieve.
And it's working even though I have been having such a hard time working. Just flows around every obstacle, exactly as I designed it to do.
Hopefully, the shit will stop hitting the fan and I will finally be able to get something accomplished tomorrow.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
