07-04-2013, 07:48 AM
so I've decided to stop a few things such as masturbation and porn as I feel this saps my desires in life which leaves me with little motivation, at the beginning of stage 3ihad an intense desire to watch porn but after a few days I've felt less drive which I hate so stopping both masturbation and porn for at least 90days taking it a week at a time. cause I have little desire to go out and get a girlfriend or a fwb. I think I'm a bit of an addictive personality I'm quite extreme, I'd like a little more balance in my life. have gotten into a few bad habbits recently such as drinking(not too much), smoking and caffeine I want true happiness from accomplishing things in life not from little mood boosters. stage 3 day 7
