06-27-2013, 02:56 PM
I certainly feel like I need to improve on this aspect of my life, yet this is something that I have never really done before and it frightens me.
In my mind, I believe that I would only approach girls that when I look at them, it's like they are the only ones that I can see. I think this type of viewpoint is limiting me. But, I don't know, I still live at home with my brother and father, and if I bring a girl home, I get the same story from both of them. "She's not asian" or "you're settling for an average girl." I feel so annoyed when shit like that happens because that's for me to decide. In other words, I also feel like in order for me to improve this area, I need to become fully independent. Approaching girls and having them be like "where do you live" and my response is home with my family, I would feel uncomfortable lying about that, and certainly uncomfortable about not being independent on my own.
On an unrelated note, my car got towed in the city of boston and i had to run some miles to retrieve it. Can't be without my car. Very agitated right now.
In my mind, I believe that I would only approach girls that when I look at them, it's like they are the only ones that I can see. I think this type of viewpoint is limiting me. But, I don't know, I still live at home with my brother and father, and if I bring a girl home, I get the same story from both of them. "She's not asian" or "you're settling for an average girl." I feel so annoyed when shit like that happens because that's for me to decide. In other words, I also feel like in order for me to improve this area, I need to become fully independent. Approaching girls and having them be like "where do you live" and my response is home with my family, I would feel uncomfortable lying about that, and certainly uncomfortable about not being independent on my own.
On an unrelated note, my car got towed in the city of boston and i had to run some miles to retrieve it. Can't be without my car. Very agitated right now.
