06-26-2013, 01:30 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-26-2013, 01:34 PM by AlphaScorpio.)
Stage 3: Day:3 I thought that yesterdays alphaness might've been just fluke or a "good day" but no - more epic stuff today, was in a group of people i'd usually be beta and uncomfortable in and today I just felt completely relaxed and awesome. Spoke to people I'd usually not even look at. Got mad respect from everyone and just felt no need to prove anything or act differently or adjust myself. fucking yes! even when I wasn't talking I didn't give a shit what anyone thought in the slightest and it's weird people seem to wanna talk to me and get my approval on things even though im making hardly any effort to start conversations with them or whatever. this is sweet. also need to mention people laugh at my jokes, seem more chilled around me etc. people even wanna do favors for me like asking if they could hold my bike lock in their bag etc. One of my mates opened my packet of peanuts that put in his bag and started eating them, I called him out on it like "mate, da fuck are you doing opening my peanuts?" in a funny but assertive way, he was like "oh shit sorry man, didnt even realize haha!" real good stuff.
