06-18-2013, 04:16 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-18-2013, 04:30 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
So yesterday after posting I decided to switch up my listening pattern, usually I'd only listen to AM at night while I sleep and I'd fairly often wake up with my headphones dangling round my head not even on properly...so I've decided to listen to AM whenever I can to get maximum exposure cause logically how can I not get results or at least some change if my brain is under constant bombardment from suggestions, at least this will stop me from fretting over whether I'm getting enough exposure to the subs!
@SexyMofo Yes, I definately feel like a cold hearted pig recently althought I think it's starting to level out, like I got an ego rebalance
Yes it's my first time doing AM, second subliminal I've ever used from Indigo. Not sure why but yesterday and today I've started caring less about seeing results and just getting as much exposure as possible.
@Shannon Yep, that's the plan Shannon! I think I have a decent amount of shame and fear, not too sure about guilt. I've felt alot of shame in the past hence why I've had ALOT of anger.
@Molon Labe Hey mate, welcome to the forums. Yes, I'm glad I'm starting at this age because if I'm starting now where am I gonna be in 5 years when I'm 22/23? If I use AM for 5 years straight I'll be rock solid! I'm changing and growing fast.
Absolutely Molon, I have always felt that one of the reasons I get so angry is because those who claim to be my biggest supporters do critisize my ideas or look down upon them and try to redirect my life. I feel kinda betrayed plus confused which then makes me angry. I don't feel it's about the "role" I play in the family because I feel I've rejected being in a role due to feeling restricted and caged a little so I've rejected the family become almost an outcast, my family still love me and want me to be happy, and trust me when I was in a good mood (rarely) It would make most of my family around me very happy. Expectations have also caused me to reject and close down. Screw it, I guess I need to just focus on becoming strong and centered and choose my way of doing things in my life.
@SexyMofo Yes, I definately feel like a cold hearted pig recently althought I think it's starting to level out, like I got an ego rebalance
Yes it's my first time doing AM, second subliminal I've ever used from Indigo. Not sure why but yesterday and today I've started caring less about seeing results and just getting as much exposure as possible.@Shannon Yep, that's the plan Shannon! I think I have a decent amount of shame and fear, not too sure about guilt. I've felt alot of shame in the past hence why I've had ALOT of anger.
@Molon Labe Hey mate, welcome to the forums. Yes, I'm glad I'm starting at this age because if I'm starting now where am I gonna be in 5 years when I'm 22/23? If I use AM for 5 years straight I'll be rock solid! I'm changing and growing fast.
Absolutely Molon, I have always felt that one of the reasons I get so angry is because those who claim to be my biggest supporters do critisize my ideas or look down upon them and try to redirect my life. I feel kinda betrayed plus confused which then makes me angry. I don't feel it's about the "role" I play in the family because I feel I've rejected being in a role due to feeling restricted and caged a little so I've rejected the family become almost an outcast, my family still love me and want me to be happy, and trust me when I was in a good mood (rarely) It would make most of my family around me very happy. Expectations have also caused me to reject and close down. Screw it, I guess I need to just focus on becoming strong and centered and choose my way of doing things in my life.
