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[LionMonkey]

RECAP STAGE 5

Since I have had a laser-operation this month, I haven't been out socializing much.

What I've noticed though:

- More at ease in situations I've never been in before.

- Stronger intuition for when a girl is interested

- Have been more illogical than logical this month

- Have had interesting experiences with focused directed attention. Very interesting to play with. You can call it presence.

- More confident and self-reliant in a way that I'll do the things myself. I still ask people to do stuff for me, something I've begun to do. But no big deal if they don't want to , essentially asking for more from people around me when I want it.

- Pretty comfortable doing things that people would think "weird". Have gotten called weird by few girls yet my reality is just stronger and they just do it to test me


Stage 6 - Day 3,


This stage has been interesting. I've been in a very grounded mood lately and girls notice me everywhere. I know they want to meet me. They want to meet this awesome guy I am and be led to an adventure.

I'm more comfortable doing things that I once had a barrier for because of the urgent actions I take and mixed with clear in my intent.

A little story about a night out last weekend;

Having had a pause of socializing for three weeks, I went out to the town for a quick visit yesterday with some old friends.

It seems that two of my old friends are relying on each other for validation most of the time and I'm just not in their interactions.
It's easy to want to get into their interaction and get some attention but it's like they are a couple arguing all the time. Not my kind of tea. So I did what I had to do. I did my own thing which led to much more interesting adventures than the safety of "familiarity". Ever since having gone to the next level from my previous where I used to hang out with them, I knew somewhere that I've grown from them...

So I was not in a wohoo!! party mood but more in a grounded mood.

I saw things from a 3.rd person perspective. It was slightly like I was a vehicle controlled by something outside of me. I knew what I knew, so I just took the actions that was necessary for me to better express myself and be more free.

It was interesting because most of the things I did came from a very grounded place. A place of no emotions involved at all. A place of curiosity to see peoples reactions. Very tuned in to the intuitive channel.
Then again, there was not much flow. Maybe less authentic and no law of state transference. Less creative in the moment.
Though I didn't care if I couldn't express myself fully. I didn't force it but just acted.

For example, walking over to a table with over 10 women and asking how it can be. Bachelorette thing. Then I had nothing and I stood for 5 seconds and walked away. My mind was blank, my emotions were blank.

After waiting for my friends to get their ass going for 15 minutes, I told them that I would go ahead to the next bar and we'll see each other there.

As soon as I enter I see the nearest group of girls and I am very clear with my intent. Putting my hand forward and said hi to a girl sitting with 3 girls and we began to talk. Just me and her. It was a "meant to be" kind of thing.

She shit-tested me a lot. This guy sat beside me and told me that she has a guy she has been seeing for a while. I'm grounded all the time. Then he tells me I think you can pick her up. In my ears it was thin air. Things that didn't matter.

I told her a story that made her a bit upset and I apologized for it but she kept coming back to the story. Later her friend comes to sit beside her and she's like "leave" in a really weak way. Though I knew she would be fine with me being more assertive. She sucked to pick up guys lol.

So she wasn't that interesting of a dancer, so I left. Figured that there must be some other fun girls. Found my friends at the other end of the bar, laid my jacket and went to the toilet. Girl-guy ratio 1:5, physical attractiveness scale 4/10

Both occupied, I stood and waited in the waiting room, a girl came in, we talked briefly before the girl I talked with before suddenly bumped in to the room and laughed a lot, hided behind the door. Then she went out and then she bumped in again, looked at us and said "hahahh.. this guys shoes.. soo ridicules! shah"

We both looked at her. She was so awkward hahahah ;-P

In the bus I begin to talk with two girls and one of them was so stupid to listen to in a vibe-destroying way while the other was sweet and provocative.

But being in this mood, the responses didn't matter at all...

Very interesting experiences with this grounding mood, with no emotions involved. I'm sure it's going to be explored further and more in-depth when my eyes are fully healed...

The plan is now to have a week off, let my eyes recover and heal. I've grown a bit of a stomach haha ...

Begin to build my old good habits back and I feel like I have a very great foundation to skyrocket the success:

* Going to fitness

* Celebrating women everywhere I notice them and talk to them in the day and get some instant dates or phone numbers.. DAMN there are SO MANY BEAUTIFUL girls who just begs to be ravished behind their social masks! I see it everywhere.. it's like windows of opportunities EVERYWHERE!

* Practice Chinese (Going around in China next month to visit family again)


That's all for this time!

- LM