06-03-2013, 04:01 AM
Update: Stage 2 Day 13: So I've had a funny feeling recently, I'm kinda feeling like I can socialize easier but I don't actually feel motivated to go out and socialize... I've turned down several invitations by this girl who lives with me and grandparents to go and hang out with her school friends and play games at the beach but I just don't want to, I think it's fear mainly. So odd though.
Feeling a little insecure today after my grandma said that I was a bit of a hermit lol i got defensive about that comment and tried to persuade her that I wasn't... pointless trying to persuade my grandmother to another point of view... should've learnt that by now haha
Yeah in summary I feel kinda smooth socially but introverted and weirdly fearful of going out or meeting people I don't know well.
Feeling a little insecure today after my grandma said that I was a bit of a hermit lol i got defensive about that comment and tried to persuade her that I wasn't... pointless trying to persuade my grandmother to another point of view... should've learnt that by now haha
Yeah in summary I feel kinda smooth socially but introverted and weirdly fearful of going out or meeting people I don't know well.
