05-23-2013, 01:28 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-23-2013, 01:32 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
Stage 2: Day 3 - Been noticing that I am wanting to do things more on my own, I was sitting in the house and suddenly I just had an urge to go take the dog out for a walk, so I did my usual lazy walk around the block, then suddenly whilst on the walk I said f*** it I'm gonna go to the park and sit in the sun cause I WANT to do that. So I did and I thoroughly enjoyed just sitting on the bench in the sun on my own, watching the world go by... felt very present - nice feeling.
This morning I woke up and my grandma said "Come on Dan, smile more!" so i replied "There's nothing to smile about" which is pretty different for me, I used to just smile all the time cause I was scared people would think I'm in a bad mood or aggressive, now I just can't be bothered to smile unless I genuinley find something worth smiling about.
I do feel like I'm closing off from people and becoming WAY more introvert, but I couldn't give less of a s*** frankly... haha
I can feel this month is going to be interesting
@ Shannon Ok, so it doesn't have fear removal script, but I'm presuming it does handle fear in some way or other, I feel less fear cause I kinda don't give a f*** sorta thing
This morning I woke up and my grandma said "Come on Dan, smile more!" so i replied "There's nothing to smile about" which is pretty different for me, I used to just smile all the time cause I was scared people would think I'm in a bad mood or aggressive, now I just can't be bothered to smile unless I genuinley find something worth smiling about.
I do feel like I'm closing off from people and becoming WAY more introvert, but I couldn't give less of a s*** frankly... haha
I can feel this month is going to be interesting
@ Shannon Ok, so it doesn't have fear removal script, but I'm presuming it does handle fear in some way or other, I feel less fear cause I kinda don't give a f*** sorta thing
