05-21-2013, 09:21 AM
ok so here is my review for stage 1 AM 5.0 and what I've noticed.
In general stage 1 felt kinda down and level...what i mean is I had days where I felt very normal and just relaxed and other days where i'd feel pretty down and emotional... depression and stuff. the interesting thing is that even though I felt down there was a feeling of hope and "I'm actually okay whatever happens" type of thing going on, even after my meltdown where I started crying to my mum on the phone about how much I hate social anxiety and life sometimes, after it I felt kinda weirdly okay where as normally i'd be depressed for the next month or so.
In terms of dominance/alpha maleness not alot to report on but i heard that most of the alpha stuff really develops in stage 3 so im not surprised.
In general stage 1 felt kinda down and level...what i mean is I had days where I felt very normal and just relaxed and other days where i'd feel pretty down and emotional... depression and stuff. the interesting thing is that even though I felt down there was a feeling of hope and "I'm actually okay whatever happens" type of thing going on, even after my meltdown where I started crying to my mum on the phone about how much I hate social anxiety and life sometimes, after it I felt kinda weirdly okay where as normally i'd be depressed for the next month or so.
In terms of dominance/alpha maleness not alot to report on but i heard that most of the alpha stuff really develops in stage 3 so im not surprised.