05-05-2013, 12:36 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-06-2013, 08:14 AM by AwesomeYoungDude.)
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BAMM changed my perspective regarding resistance. Previous to BAMN I believed that resistance was to "the act of changing". Resistance was caused by the introduction of new beliefs, habits, or programming that required a change. Once resistance was overcome change would start, the new beliefs system instantiated, and the new habits adopted. Resistance was prior to movement. Back then the symptoms of resistance were a result of change in direction or pressure to move to a new place. Symptoms of resistance, in my case, are depression, anxiety, and procrastination. I saw resistance as stumbling blocks along the journey. Much like hiking a trail and encountering a large boulder. Resistance was like having my legs chained to the ground. I'm unable to incorporate new programming, behaviors, changes, or move in new direction until the resistance (chains) where removed. The picture I'm trying to paint or the prospective I'm trying to put forth is of me on a trail hindered in my movement because of blocks or walls. Think of resistance as you standing in front of a wall (which represents resistance) and in order to make progress you must breakthrough that wall. You are not on the other side of the wall you're on this side of the wall and you're trying to make progress by breaking through the wall. You cannot see what's on the others side because you are on this side of the wall. Got the picture. Now add to the picture that you were blind to what the object is that is blocking you. You do not know how to remove it. You do not know what's causing it. You just know that it exists. This makes overcoming the resistance even more difficult because you don't understand how to remove it. Back then resistance was overcome by the force pushing me from behind against the wall. Brute force continued to bang me against the wall until the resistance is broken.
I now see resistance in a new light. Resistance is not to "the act of changing". The change has already occurred. Resistance results from the inability to adopt or fully incorporate the change. A new belief system is in place. The symptoms of resistance depression, anxiety, and procrastination are because I'm in a new place but my body is not. It's like I've hiked the trail but my body is still stuck at the first obstacle. I'm standing on the other side of the wall looking at myself from the other side. I can see clearly what is hindering my path. I'm pulled in a direction not pushed. BAMM adds fear and frustration to the list of symptoms to resistance.
Throughout my life I've relied upon my gut instinct. BAMM has enhanced this. When presented with the problem of resistance, my gut gives me the best method to overcome it. It's still a struggle to overcome, that's why fear and frustration are added to depression, procrastination, and anxiety. Frustration because of the slowness of my body to catch up and fear that I will slide back towards my body.
This is a change over previous encounters with resistance. I now have an understanding of why the resistance is there how to overcome it and what steps to take to remove the obstacles in my path. Progress is frustratingly slow. It's as though I'm at the top of the path looking back guiding my body through the obstacles in the most efficient manner possible. I'm on the other side of the wall and I can clearly see how to get through the wall in the most efficient manner possible. The wall is not removed and the obstacles do not magically disappear. Great effort is still required towards these obstacles. But I have an understanding of how to efficiently and effectively use my efforts to remove them from my path.
By no means am I inferring an out of body experience. What I'm stating is that a change has occurred and my mind is now working to train my body or my being to naturally incorporate the new behavior, methods, programming, and so forth.
I am not the same person that I was before. As stated by others, a change occurred and I'm now being pulled in a new direction rather than pushed. Resistance is still present but I see movement and the overcoming of the resistance in an efficient and effective manner.
Since my past experience with Shannon's subs show that there are phases, it will be interesting to see if this phase remains. I like what's happening.
Additional observations for stage one.
More concerned about the spending of money.
Irritation at my job which I love.
Increase in neediness.
Increase by all those exposed to the sub to pass gas and not care about it (????).
Multiple paths available to BAMM's goal.
BAMM changed my perspective regarding resistance. Previous to BAMN I believed that resistance was to "the act of changing". Resistance was caused by the introduction of new beliefs, habits, or programming that required a change. Once resistance was overcome change would start, the new beliefs system instantiated, and the new habits adopted. Resistance was prior to movement. Back then the symptoms of resistance were a result of change in direction or pressure to move to a new place. Symptoms of resistance, in my case, are depression, anxiety, and procrastination. I saw resistance as stumbling blocks along the journey. Much like hiking a trail and encountering a large boulder. Resistance was like having my legs chained to the ground. I'm unable to incorporate new programming, behaviors, changes, or move in new direction until the resistance (chains) where removed. The picture I'm trying to paint or the prospective I'm trying to put forth is of me on a trail hindered in my movement because of blocks or walls. Think of resistance as you standing in front of a wall (which represents resistance) and in order to make progress you must breakthrough that wall. You are not on the other side of the wall you're on this side of the wall and you're trying to make progress by breaking through the wall. You cannot see what's on the others side because you are on this side of the wall. Got the picture. Now add to the picture that you were blind to what the object is that is blocking you. You do not know how to remove it. You do not know what's causing it. You just know that it exists. This makes overcoming the resistance even more difficult because you don't understand how to remove it. Back then resistance was overcome by the force pushing me from behind against the wall. Brute force continued to bang me against the wall until the resistance is broken.
I now see resistance in a new light. Resistance is not to "the act of changing". The change has already occurred. Resistance results from the inability to adopt or fully incorporate the change. A new belief system is in place. The symptoms of resistance depression, anxiety, and procrastination are because I'm in a new place but my body is not. It's like I've hiked the trail but my body is still stuck at the first obstacle. I'm standing on the other side of the wall looking at myself from the other side. I can see clearly what is hindering my path. I'm pulled in a direction not pushed. BAMM adds fear and frustration to the list of symptoms to resistance.
Throughout my life I've relied upon my gut instinct. BAMM has enhanced this. When presented with the problem of resistance, my gut gives me the best method to overcome it. It's still a struggle to overcome, that's why fear and frustration are added to depression, procrastination, and anxiety. Frustration because of the slowness of my body to catch up and fear that I will slide back towards my body.
This is a change over previous encounters with resistance. I now have an understanding of why the resistance is there how to overcome it and what steps to take to remove the obstacles in my path. Progress is frustratingly slow. It's as though I'm at the top of the path looking back guiding my body through the obstacles in the most efficient manner possible. I'm on the other side of the wall and I can clearly see how to get through the wall in the most efficient manner possible. The wall is not removed and the obstacles do not magically disappear. Great effort is still required towards these obstacles. But I have an understanding of how to efficiently and effectively use my efforts to remove them from my path.
By no means am I inferring an out of body experience. What I'm stating is that a change has occurred and my mind is now working to train my body or my being to naturally incorporate the new behavior, methods, programming, and so forth.
I am not the same person that I was before. As stated by others, a change occurred and I'm now being pulled in a new direction rather than pushed. Resistance is still present but I see movement and the overcoming of the resistance in an efficient and effective manner.
Since my past experience with Shannon's subs show that there are phases, it will be interesting to see if this phase remains. I like what's happening.
Additional observations for stage one.
More concerned about the spending of money.
Irritation at my job which I love.
Increase in neediness.
Increase by all those exposed to the sub to pass gas and not care about it (????).
Multiple paths available to BAMM's goal.
