You have to understand that when *I* started, there was no AM. My first efforts at creating it were due to being walked all over and treated in a sexist manner by my girlfriend-at-the-time, and (although she didn't realize she was doing it), my mother. I was drowning in a sea of women who all disrespected me for being weak, but I was weak because they had been my only exposure to how to be, and they basically taught me to be weak and please women.
When I realized that I needed to become strong in and of myself in order to have self respect and self esteem, I started trying to create AM. My first effort was to take ASC as it was back then (Version 2005) and amp it up to the max. That blew up in my face because it made my ego explode out of control and I became a completely selfish, thoughtless asshole. I went too far in the other direction; so after a few months off subliminals to let that get out of my system, I started working on the 2006 version of AM, the first real program that could be said to be AM.
I didn't look for effects because I adopted a "let's play it and see" attitude. If I looked for effects, I'd have been interfering in what it really did; and if I had tried to "know it would work", same thing.
So I just set it looping in my bedroom, and forgot about it. Within a couple weeks, I started noticing effects and realizing they were changes from before, and enjoying them - but not looking for them.
Just relax.
Let it do it's thing. There's nothing to worry about.
When I realized that I needed to become strong in and of myself in order to have self respect and self esteem, I started trying to create AM. My first effort was to take ASC as it was back then (Version 2005) and amp it up to the max. That blew up in my face because it made my ego explode out of control and I became a completely selfish, thoughtless asshole. I went too far in the other direction; so after a few months off subliminals to let that get out of my system, I started working on the 2006 version of AM, the first real program that could be said to be AM.
I didn't look for effects because I adopted a "let's play it and see" attitude. If I looked for effects, I'd have been interfering in what it really did; and if I had tried to "know it would work", same thing.
So I just set it looping in my bedroom, and forgot about it. Within a couple weeks, I started noticing effects and realizing they were changes from before, and enjoying them - but not looking for them.
Just relax.
Let it do it's thing. There's nothing to worry about.
Subliminal Audio Specialist & Administrator
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
