04-20-2013, 09:38 AM
(04-20-2013, 07:27 AM)About Wrote: Ultimately, I would consider my SM experience an add on to my AM journey. Initially I wanted to have WM, not SM but due to SM being 4g vs WM1.0 being 3g, I went with the more powerful one. Perhaps that wasn't ideal? I can already tell that my outlook based on my previous journal and my outlook now is just night and day in ways that I think about how I handle things.
So... SM gave me what I signed up for. An extremely attractive and exotic lady for sex purposes. Despite not being until stage 6, but the idea is that the program comes together by the end. Here's the part that I tried to force, a relationship that would meet my... soulmate standards (I suppose that's how I would say that)? After months of realizing that it was purely sexual only and not for other relationship purposes... I ended it. I know who I am more as I grow, I'm still 23 and learning more about myself.
Anyhow I'm not sure if I quite answered your question to your liking, but that was how I felt about it.
Hence why you're doing WM now I would assume. Awesome. Yes you answered the question quite well, with your own words. I like that. I also have no doubt that WM will suit your particular wants better than SM would. Good luck to you; it will be interesting to see your journey, I think you'll be well within your 'flow', for lack of a better word.
