04-12-2013, 04:59 AM
Stage 4 - Day 19,
Met a sweet girl last night. After we made out and talked some more, she said about herself that she was like a butterfly... and she had found her flower ;-P
And she definitely was one.
We were holding hands then her friends points out to her that some famous DJ which is her mothers boyfriends son just arrived and she immediately threw my hand away.
The dynamic between us just got very different and it was like she wasn't open for the connection as we had before, where we would look each other in the eyes and just feel it.. Like nothing else existed...
She was being very sure that the guy didn't see us doing stuff.
Well, I don't blame her. It's just as it is! I do blame myself a bit. I think I could have done things differently... (Not talking about the outcome, since she asked to go home with me but after that guy arrived with his friends and hit on girls in their too nice ways)
I was also quite comfortable being there, only flirting a bit with other girls around me.
Also I found other girls physically more attractive in the room. I was playing it safe with this one though, mostly because I didn't have to do much and she was a sweet girl...
Met a sweet girl last night. After we made out and talked some more, she said about herself that she was like a butterfly... and she had found her flower ;-P
And she definitely was one.
We were holding hands then her friends points out to her that some famous DJ which is her mothers boyfriends son just arrived and she immediately threw my hand away.
The dynamic between us just got very different and it was like she wasn't open for the connection as we had before, where we would look each other in the eyes and just feel it.. Like nothing else existed...
She was being very sure that the guy didn't see us doing stuff.
Well, I don't blame her. It's just as it is! I do blame myself a bit. I think I could have done things differently... (Not talking about the outcome, since she asked to go home with me but after that guy arrived with his friends and hit on girls in their too nice ways)
I was also quite comfortable being there, only flirting a bit with other girls around me.
Also I found other girls physically more attractive in the room. I was playing it safe with this one though, mostly because I didn't have to do much and she was a sweet girl...
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
