04-10-2013, 07:30 PM
Thinking about this job interview coming up, it's been bothering me. I think I'll just shoot myself in the foot if I'm not anything but honest. So that's what I'm gonna do.
It's just a package handler position, nothing major so if I don't get it, it's not the end of the world. I don't have much to offer them except the fact that I'm a reliable worker and I work hard.
I'm getting to a point in my life where I'm done faking everything. It's not worth the stress to continue to put on a false image. It's harder trying to figure out what to say so I don't come across as weak or undesirable. I don't really care anymore.
I can't grow as a person if I keep being ashamed of dealing with these hardships. So I just have to move on with life and focus on getting better. I recognize that some people out in the world will judge me for dealing with this stuff. At first I was afraid, even intensely self conscious that they would see these flaws in me and judge me. Now I'm just angry because I'm doing the best I can and if someone doesn't think that's good enough they can take a walk. I've got my issues to sort out and I'm doing that. There are some people that don't even try, at least I am.
It's just a package handler position, nothing major so if I don't get it, it's not the end of the world. I don't have much to offer them except the fact that I'm a reliable worker and I work hard.
I'm getting to a point in my life where I'm done faking everything. It's not worth the stress to continue to put on a false image. It's harder trying to figure out what to say so I don't come across as weak or undesirable. I don't really care anymore.
I can't grow as a person if I keep being ashamed of dealing with these hardships. So I just have to move on with life and focus on getting better. I recognize that some people out in the world will judge me for dealing with this stuff. At first I was afraid, even intensely self conscious that they would see these flaws in me and judge me. Now I'm just angry because I'm doing the best I can and if someone doesn't think that's good enough they can take a walk. I've got my issues to sort out and I'm doing that. There are some people that don't even try, at least I am.
