03-30-2013, 07:11 AM
Writing my thoughts out after have gone out 9 nights straight...
Doing things for your own reasons is really lonely sometimes.. but all the people who I've seen being very skilled at something has done things for their own reasons and not for others.
It kinda starts with a underlying fear of not wanting to show up then it becomes more lonely as I wander into the "field". A friend is comforting to have around in a club/bar but it is not possible to always have a friend that is willing to do what you want to do...
Then I realize while I am interacting with girls that I'll always have this feeling if I want to be a centered man with purpose and not let others dictate what I want in life...
Doing things for your own reasons is really lonely sometimes.. but all the people who I've seen being very skilled at something has done things for their own reasons and not for others.
It kinda starts with a underlying fear of not wanting to show up then it becomes more lonely as I wander into the "field". A friend is comforting to have around in a club/bar but it is not possible to always have a friend that is willing to do what you want to do...
Then I realize while I am interacting with girls that I'll always have this feeling if I want to be a centered man with purpose and not let others dictate what I want in life...
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
