03-13-2013, 12:48 AM
Hey so i'm back and its time for another journal entry. I am now up to...
Stage 2 Day 3
Yay! i finally made it to stage 2, looking forward to some exciting things happening from here.
So far I've been having trouble observing changes, which i think is partly due to the naturalizer. Sometimes i feel like, "hey thats new", and then straight away i think "nah, i've always been like that."
That being said, i tried to do a bit of a review of myself to work out what changes have happened so far. The main thing I've noticed is i think i'm definitely more comfortable socially. I've been engaging in conversation more at work, and am not so worried about what i'm saying and what people think of me. I just feel a bit more free flowing.
I also think i feeling generally more positive, probably mainly because i'm taking control of my life and going to become the person i want to be.
Also, i dont know if this is just a coincidence or not, but this morning my boss asked me to do something for him and he threw a "please" in there, which doesn't usually happen. Maybe a sign of increased respect for me?....
Anyway feels good to get another journal out, I'll probably aim to do another one in a week or so.
On a side note I've just come across a hilarious guy on youtube, that really represents the way i want to become.... absolutely not giving a f**k and just doing stuff for my own enjoyment.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PeCHuAl31hI
No i dont have any desire to go round hounding women, but his attitude is what i want to achieve with AM.
Chris signing off!
Stage 2 Day 3
Yay! i finally made it to stage 2, looking forward to some exciting things happening from here.
So far I've been having trouble observing changes, which i think is partly due to the naturalizer. Sometimes i feel like, "hey thats new", and then straight away i think "nah, i've always been like that."
That being said, i tried to do a bit of a review of myself to work out what changes have happened so far. The main thing I've noticed is i think i'm definitely more comfortable socially. I've been engaging in conversation more at work, and am not so worried about what i'm saying and what people think of me. I just feel a bit more free flowing.
I also think i feeling generally more positive, probably mainly because i'm taking control of my life and going to become the person i want to be.
Also, i dont know if this is just a coincidence or not, but this morning my boss asked me to do something for him and he threw a "please" in there, which doesn't usually happen. Maybe a sign of increased respect for me?....
Anyway feels good to get another journal out, I'll probably aim to do another one in a week or so.
On a side note I've just come across a hilarious guy on youtube, that really represents the way i want to become.... absolutely not giving a f**k and just doing stuff for my own enjoyment.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PeCHuAl31hI
No i dont have any desire to go round hounding women, but his attitude is what i want to achieve with AM.
Chris signing off!
