03-05-2013, 06:05 PM
Darth maybe it'll be to your benefit to run Alpha again. I also somewhat felt odd during my first run of alpha, its probably a very big transition period for you. I too had some second thoughts on running alpha again but it dawned on me that for me to receive the full benefits of what alpha has to offer, I definitely had to go at it again. One helpful sub that I used was Extreme Self Esteem. It help me get back up and ready for my second alpha run. I am now on 3rd stage of AM5.0, and I tell you, it's getting better and better every day. Unshakeable confidence is but an understatement. I can't use the word to describe the confidence I am experiencing now because I'll most probably be flagged for deliberately using religion-related words. lol
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