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[LionMonkey]

Stage 3 - Day 26,


Just came home from a club. Haven't been there in a year. Good memories came back.

I felt extremely great tonight. Had a kick-ass workout yesterday and felt satisfied today.

Went to the club with my roommate @ 23.30

People weren't extremely on yet and the girls were open to your influence. I put my hands on some girls lower back and hips as I walked through the crowd on the dance-floor. They liked it, some didn't but didn't matter.

I just talked fun to different girls around me. They liked it. I was providing them emotions but most of these girls weren't girls I was attracted to. It made me more loose though.

Went to the bar at a point and there were this girl giving me her glass for a refill of beer (yeah, free beer till 01!) so I asked her who she was and took her hand and almost got her to the dance-floor with me but she went to her friends as they were just sitting beside the dance-floor.

So I'm like having fun. Met a few cool guys and hit on the girls hard!

As time went on people were more into the music now and the room started to be more lively.

I've never had so bad responses from girls before in my life.

Very confronting: "Go away!!"

I'm cold like, "What?! I'm me! I like you!"

"Just go away! You are not my type"

"You are not my time either."

blablabla and they left. Making a total scene out of it. I thought she would hit me or something but I stood strong.

Right after I went over to three girls and I'm like, "pffft.. some girls are just not fun!" Two of them ignored me and the last one was listening.

Well that was my lowest point of my night and I almost let the thought of that I am a loser, a creep, creep into my mind but no! There's no reason I am not enough. My emotions didn't change much at all.

So I kept going to another place of the dance-floor and kept looking for girls to have fun with.

Not that I wasn't having fun myself but I knew I had to take action in order for something to happen.

So I grab girls with my hands around them or put my hands on their hips etc. and I get avoided time after time. I got a sense of the girls just aren't fun there. Just not cool.

It was like after the night went on and some of them got all their attention from the guys, so their confidence has sky-rocketed they were like, "I'm better than you! You just a guy".

So I'm like f*** it. I've almost went to every girl I found attractive enough and initiated contact and re-initiated contact but they are running from me and I'm not even drunk!! I'm just me! Most of the initiation were physical from start.

I felt I did the right things and my focus was on the right spots, like "There's no reason I am not good enough. I am a sexy motherfucker. I love women. Yeaaaaah!!"

Anyways, my roommate asked me if we should leave and I tell him to give it 5-10 mins.

So I take a last round through the club and I saw a cute average tall brunette sitting by herself besides the dance floor and I walk over to her.

She's like, "nono I'm boring"

I'm like, "let's change that!"

And I spilled some of her beer on her..

Her: "Nono I'm boring and wet!!"

Me: "Well.. Let's change that to fun and wet! "

She laughed and bottom up'ed her beer and we went to the dance-floor.

I noticed immediately she was looking after someone, so I moved her and we swapped place. We began to make-out and it got sexy.

So a bit dancing, some more make-out. I got low on her and up. I noticed she was still looking for someone so I asked, "What are you looking at girl? I'm right here!"

She then said, "Actually there's a guy I really like in here and I shouldn't be doing this."

Me: "No it's okay. He wont see us" or something like that but she was like, "I'm sorry!" and left.

I'm like what the fuck? Not emotionally changed but state changed a bit. So I went back to a girl I had gave a quick compliment on her smile before. She saw me and the other girl make out and the other girl leave.

So she was like, "NO! Get away!" just like the first crazy girl who was extremely rude.

I'm like pffffttt.. who do you think you are!!

So eventually I left with my friend, got a pizza and went home.


I don't know if this is the way to go. First time going so crazy physical on girls and getting so many bad responses. But also first time where I influenced the environment "sexually" more than I've ever have. It feels good to know that I wasn't passive that I did my best to initiate contact with girls on the dance-floor. I've never done that before.

I almost thought that I must have been a really creep when none of the girls responded positively but eventually when the girl I made out was positive, I sensed that it must just have been most of the girls and not me.