02-14-2013, 09:25 AM
Stage 3 - Day 13,
Happy Valentines Day!
Bought a rose and wrote a little note,
"Dear xyz
This rose is to you for the love
that you have shown for me
James"
In my own language. I left it at the doorstep of a former one night stand girl which was very cute.
Then I bought a bouquet for my mom.
Changes I've noticed,
- Sometimes I can just be really relaxed and check a girl out and really feel the sexy energy.
- Women respond more respectfully to me
- I see women give subtle signs that shows they give me an open window to go talk to her. It's first afterwards when I think about it that I notice, "ahh.. she wanted me to talk to her"
- Much less needy, I do not think about the negative anymore. I find the fun in "rejections"
- I feel balanced most of the time, only rare occasions I go into my head and really regret I didn't show up. That I wasn't true to myself
- More comfortable around women, more comfortable touching women I haven't met before.
- Women notice my gaze and sometimes they'll look two-three times while I enjoy their femininity.
I think I was looking for changes all the time which resulted in a confused stream of thoughts. I expected more than what I was willing to do because I somewhat had a mixed sense of underlying fear of getting out of balance and relying on the subliminal.
Going downstairs to work-out and then take a nap and later hit the bars. I have a feeling of women who needs some aphrodisiac tonight
Happy Valentines Day!
Bought a rose and wrote a little note,
"Dear xyz
This rose is to you for the love
that you have shown for me
James"
In my own language. I left it at the doorstep of a former one night stand girl which was very cute.
Then I bought a bouquet for my mom.
Changes I've noticed,
- Sometimes I can just be really relaxed and check a girl out and really feel the sexy energy.
- Women respond more respectfully to me
- I see women give subtle signs that shows they give me an open window to go talk to her. It's first afterwards when I think about it that I notice, "ahh.. she wanted me to talk to her"
- Much less needy, I do not think about the negative anymore. I find the fun in "rejections"
- I feel balanced most of the time, only rare occasions I go into my head and really regret I didn't show up. That I wasn't true to myself
- More comfortable around women, more comfortable touching women I haven't met before.
- Women notice my gaze and sometimes they'll look two-three times while I enjoy their femininity.
I think I was looking for changes all the time which resulted in a confused stream of thoughts. I expected more than what I was willing to do because I somewhat had a mixed sense of underlying fear of getting out of balance and relying on the subliminal.
Going downstairs to work-out and then take a nap and later hit the bars. I have a feeling of women who needs some aphrodisiac tonight
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
