02-07-2013, 07:54 PM
Had to skip on the subliminal last night. I got a horrible migraine and the subliminal made that even worse.
Anyway my dad wanted to help me out with what I've been going through so he bought me a book about the law of attraction. I was into that new age stuff when I was around 16, I feel like I digested a ton of it. But back then I took everything said in faith, I wasn't exercising enough skepticism. But these days I find myself turned off by a lot of it because it's not accurate. About a year ago I probably would have just not read this book because I felt I was burned too many times with false promises. But I'm going to read it and see if I can pull out any wisdom. It's not that I don't believe in the law of attraction, I know there are laws governing the universe. It's that over the years many of these writers wanted to condense everything down into simplicity and explain everything with the law of attraction. For example they state bad things only happen because we think of them or subconsciously brought them into our lives. This is true in some cases, but not all cases.
But I'll take this event as a sign in my life and give the book a shot. I'd be foolish to pass up potential knowledge that could help me. I believe the upcoming hypnotherapist appointment was a sign of the law of attraction. My mind never stops searching for answers and I feel I subconsciously direct that energy outwards and it manifests situations into my life. Perhaps that appointment is a small step in an even larger direction. That's how I see it anyway.
As far as results with the subliminal goes. It's still a huge up and down thing. One day I'll be ok. The next day I'll be slammed with this feeling of heaviness that makes me feel paralyzed. It will lessen over the next few days, then hit me again another day. My issue is I'm not sure if I'd be experiencing that even without the subliminal. From my recollection I experienced the same kind of cyclical mood swings when I was younger. It's hard to tell if the subliminal is amplifying it though.
My current plan of action is get a job after visiting the hypnotherapist if she can fix the anxiety. From there scrape together enough cash to buy alpha 5.0. Then get on that immediately. It's been a year since I've run through alpha, I'm definitely due.
Typing this out right now I'm feeling the effects of OFGS. A few nights ago I got strong anxiety when playing the subliminal. But tonight it feels like it's generating a more feel good state. I noticed the worse my mood is, the more the subliminals fill me with anxiety. To the point where I feel like I'm dying almost and in some cases causing insomnia. They can be really rough on me at times.
Anyway my dad wanted to help me out with what I've been going through so he bought me a book about the law of attraction. I was into that new age stuff when I was around 16, I feel like I digested a ton of it. But back then I took everything said in faith, I wasn't exercising enough skepticism. But these days I find myself turned off by a lot of it because it's not accurate. About a year ago I probably would have just not read this book because I felt I was burned too many times with false promises. But I'm going to read it and see if I can pull out any wisdom. It's not that I don't believe in the law of attraction, I know there are laws governing the universe. It's that over the years many of these writers wanted to condense everything down into simplicity and explain everything with the law of attraction. For example they state bad things only happen because we think of them or subconsciously brought them into our lives. This is true in some cases, but not all cases.
But I'll take this event as a sign in my life and give the book a shot. I'd be foolish to pass up potential knowledge that could help me. I believe the upcoming hypnotherapist appointment was a sign of the law of attraction. My mind never stops searching for answers and I feel I subconsciously direct that energy outwards and it manifests situations into my life. Perhaps that appointment is a small step in an even larger direction. That's how I see it anyway.
As far as results with the subliminal goes. It's still a huge up and down thing. One day I'll be ok. The next day I'll be slammed with this feeling of heaviness that makes me feel paralyzed. It will lessen over the next few days, then hit me again another day. My issue is I'm not sure if I'd be experiencing that even without the subliminal. From my recollection I experienced the same kind of cyclical mood swings when I was younger. It's hard to tell if the subliminal is amplifying it though.
My current plan of action is get a job after visiting the hypnotherapist if she can fix the anxiety. From there scrape together enough cash to buy alpha 5.0. Then get on that immediately. It's been a year since I've run through alpha, I'm definitely due.
Typing this out right now I'm feeling the effects of OFGS. A few nights ago I got strong anxiety when playing the subliminal. But tonight it feels like it's generating a more feel good state. I noticed the worse my mood is, the more the subliminals fill me with anxiety. To the point where I feel like I'm dying almost and in some cases causing insomnia. They can be really rough on me at times.
